still rembered the time where mi and jp were sitting over at the talentine participants areas waiting anxiously for the result to be announce.. and we were dam happy when we won .. we even teared during the last song..
but i dont feel it this year round aha.. and i sort of miss that bittersweet feeling..
this year emerge were super tiring for me .. the most tiring was preparing for the dance item during the first day.. man we dance till almost 2am during practises.. though having body aches .. but still have to push myself.. as this time ard i am dancing at another level.. all around me were super strong dancerss..
through this dance performance .. i realise that my lines are quite bad.. and my movment are super small and its is incomplete.. sometimes i just get so sick of all this comments.. but i still haven reach a point where i dont receive such comments.. maybe i just lack all these "extra practices"..
not forgetting i got the opportunity to perform for praise song.. it felt really great serving the lord this way.. first time i am able to really dance during praise..
well .. so emerge end of with a blast.. all the preaching and the word really impacted my life.. i teard and i truely felt the burden.. i seriously need to spread the love of god and bring the light to ppls life.. its time to really reach out to the campuses.. gonna really work hard for the next evangelistic campaign for jol zone.. its time to get LOTSA PPL SAVED!!!
am really proud of represent , proud of cal.. that despite of all the challenges they face.. they still perserve on and emerged as talentime winners.. cheers for that!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gosh.. think i am at the peak of my body.. aches all around.. tiredness filling upp... work and commitment coming up.. making mi quite frustrated sometimes... sorry baby if i am not understanding .. if i blast with no reason.. if i scold with no reason.. i myself dunno why am i doing all this...
FAST AND PRAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY PRAY PRAY...
