I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known Don't know were it goes But its home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk away!
<3
12:09 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
well people whom read this gonna find mi crazy writing this in the middle of early morning @ 410 am lol .
Just some thoughts from my mind that i find it rather meaning full ... so in order not to forget it . i just wanan write it down somewhere for myself to appreciate =D.
Having seeen some of my friends looking rather happy cheerful .. always similing always laughing .. but having to read their blog .. i thinkk like wise . they are actually hurting deep down . Trap in most famous hard to cure neverending sickness call love .
maybe i shld not describe love as a sickness.
Whats love when it cant grant u happiness . Whats love if its not eternal and everlasting. Whats love if it can be found den lost den found again den lost again .
most imptly . Whats love @ this age?
Having gone through like almost 5 broken relatinship . I find that its a bit meaningless to find true love @ teenage years . . excuses like ." exams coming . i am not gonna endulge in relatinship" ." sorry but i dont love u anymore " . or just no reason i just wanan break with u .
aint it a lil stupid ? . if that is so why brother to start? .
in this realtiy .. counting every minutes . how many dozen millions of people are being hurt by this so call love .
is that a sin created by adam and eve and that forbidden Fruit.?..
So derefore .. before u wanan endulge in a relatinship .
ask urself . it is worth the effort? will the pain at the end be great?. if i can take it up can i let it go ? do i really love him \ her ?
relatinship is all about finding the right parthner .. making the right choices. doing the right thing .
but who dont commit mistakes ?
well in the end it all about how great ur skill in letting it go . relieveing and cure the pain of a broken relatinship .
if u're good @ handling these obstacles . love to u is just plainly happiness.. keeping only the sweet memories ....
<3
4:09 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
i think there is some misunderstanding between us if what she wrote in her blog refer to mi . really wanan clear this up fast . kindly give mi a msg telling mi what happening if u see this thanks .
<3
2:20 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005
fan zhe wo men de zhao pian xiang nian ruo ying nuo quan qu nian de dong tian wo men xiao de hen tian
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian dui zhe wo shuo zai jian lai bu ji ting jian ni yi zhou de hen yuan
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou wo zhi dao shi zhi ji cuo guo qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
jiu shuan shi wo bu dong neng bu neng yuan liang wo qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou shi ni shou shang de jie kou
qing ni hui tou wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
jiu shuan mei you jie guo wo ye neng gou cheng shou wo zhi dao ni de tong shi wo gei de cheng mo ni shuo gei guo wo cong rong cheng mo shi ying wei bao rong
ru guo yao zhou qing ni ji de wo
(Second Time) ru guo nan guo qing ni wang le wo
This is really a nicce song by jay lol. Everytime i went WoW . i will nvr faill to sing this song . Its so dam nice and it suit my feelings now. Express my feelings for one gal that i love very much.
Sigh later have to go work already . Nightshift job is pretty tired -_-"
I really dont have the courage to start all over again. Dear god. Please show mi the way . i am at lost
<3
5:53 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
Nanyang Poly .
here i come ^^
Business informatics
<3
6:02 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Maybe its time to let go .
With her terms .. she is able to find more better guys out there .. why wld she wanna stick with mi again ....
sigh ..
<3
5:57 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Gosh . Just reach home after a dramatic experience.
Truth always come out from a drunkard's mouth.
Mi cassian jixuan wenyang gerard jotham was slacking at a coffee shop at around yishun then we decide to go over gel house to drink his absolute vodka..We decided to play around . like getting ourself drunk to force our sorrows out .Mi and cassian were to first to go . Cassian was drunk after 2 to 3 shots of vodka lol and he was like getting people to spar with him so that he could be awake wow nvr knew his punches was so great . and he keep telling mi see now how powerful my punches is in a drunk state .and suprisingly he was a bit so call "love sick" . We called up his gal and he was like keep saying . go to nanyang with mi go to nanyang with mi on the phone and mention some other guy name .I was the nxt to go .. Gluping down 10 shots of vodka . Woohoo .Heart pumped faster and faster was thinking that "dam history is gonna happen again" and nxt i did not know what was happening already ..They told mi that i keep calling up a gal name and keep saying sorry . and wenyang actually call that gal up .-_-" . Its the 2nd time i embarassed myself . After some vomitting . I manage to gain conscienous (dunno how to spell). I woke up finding wy Drunk lol . He actually fall into the pool 3 times ahahah.. and he keep saying things like "I am a chicken " .. "where is my arms ! " mi gel jotham and jx keep on constantly laughing at his jokes lol. After that mi and jixuan send cassian home cause he cannot tahan his headache . on the way back got stuck in a road block -_-" . the police took down our ic .. hope nothing happen again .When we went back . jotham was down . He too keep callimg up his gal's name . they called around 49 times but the gal did not pick up .. sigh .Jx and gel were suppose to be sober so they both can take care of things . Congrats to gel for being attached to a gal that night . When jotham was finally awake . We proceed to prata house to have our breakfast. Jotham was still a bit drunk lol. We toook pains to wake him up . After sending him home . i took a bus reached home . bath . and now i am here blogging.
Conclusion : all of our sorrows were love sick -_-" lol
After hearing what yang said . i was in a state of confusion . Is it time to put words into action ? But how to get back the confidence and courage to do try to woo her back and start over again .
Arggh . having a serious headache now .think will catch some sleep .. later still have to accompany jotham go back school .
