borrowed my friends labtop therefore i am here using mac free wireless =D lolzz..
kk.. time to blog.
there's a chinese phrase saying zhi zai fu zhong bu zhi fu ..
i think this phrase really can critize mi lol... (my english sucks)..
i got wonderfull cell group members around mi .. a wonderful cell group leaders.. great dance mates.. a heavenly angel piggy... a great god .. and yet i am complaining how my life sucks how this sucks how tired i am this and that lol...
hmmm i think i am demanding too much in life demanding too much from her ..
shld really lower my expectations // renew my mind and change my view towards life..
thank god for making mi realise it .. i hope its not too late...
thats all ... bbyeeee...
ps.i am luving that silly pigggy more and more and more =D i will make ur sacrifices worthwhile .. get ready to be pampered more and more =D
<3
10:24 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
ni zhong xi huan zai ren qun zhong pai hui
ni zhui hai pa gu dan de zhi wei..
ni de shen bian zhong shi yao xu duo ren pei.........
gu dan de zi weii.
sui dou yao mian dui..
dang wo gu dan hui xiang qi xue?
<3
5:30 AM
LOL stupid simon one fish also cannot catch.......... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...
but at least he's a good listener... aAHAAAHAAA......... later still have to work lol .. i am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!! looking forward to her morning call !!lol..
sleepy sleepy sleepy mi .. but i kinda of like tis feeling lol.. no energy to think of other stuff lol !!!
i got a lot of things i wananananna bloggg.. buttttttttttt... i dunno how to put it to words lol.......... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
crazy crazy crazy mi ahaha...
yay emerge finals coming soonn... yay to tuesday..!!! boo to later gonna receive my chreo result ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ i am sure to flunk it ........
lol why am i living such a lifeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????/ lol YYy YYy YYYYYyYYYYYyYYYYY i miss my dad i miss my mum i miss my family .. i miss her .........
miss miss miss miss miss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol sometimes wondering .. am i fated to always take the diffcult path of life... studies , love , family..
all of my friends have loads of happiness from it .. but for mi .. all are limited lol..
hmmz finally found someone who love mi loads lol.. but then this time i choose the wrong path again.. choose to take the difficult path lol.. all thanks to my stupid nature of stubborn attitude.. i think i am really a selfish person.. always thinking of my own feelings .. maybe i am living in my own world for too long ... cuz i am always alone .. until she came into my life lol.. well i am learning .. am i am praying for wisdom to be bless upoon mi lol.. been throught many broken relatinship.. its time to cherish this one .. it will be hard for mi to let it go...
god i pray that u secure this relatinship for mi.. cuz right now i am too imature .. and pray that i will grow day by day ..
=)..
trust .. why cant i just trust.. maybe my sense of jealousy is too high.. but.. in this relatinship i have trying my best to put as much trust as possible from ever since the starting of the relatinship.. but just one mistake .. destroy everything lol.. i am just plain stupid sometimes .. lol .. well this ends it .. time to go fishing ...
