infact i really need to work harder to catch up with the rest at the top
so my hols gonna be practise practise practise
and time to work to save for my building fundddd!!!
<3
12:21 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
857 is sure a long journey from suntec to my hse
it took 1hr arrgghh
by the time i finish bathing is alrdy 1237 =.=
but during the journey lots of thoughts came into my mind
most of it was abt tmr ..
i am very worried about the result tmr .. sigh dont know if i am gonna be eliminated dunno if i did badly for the tecniques.. sigh everyday in project o is full of surprises u nvr know what will happen nxt LOL..
den i began to tell myself..
khye.. no matter what u got to perservee on .. no matter what happen it is a destiny prepared by god... since he have given u this talent .. u have to try ur best to make the best out of it ... there will always be dissapointment down the road but u have to learn to pick urself up and proceed!!!
its easier said den ddone right? aha well no matter what .. i will perserve on for dance is my passion .. it will always be burning no matter what happens i will work even harder as obstacles comes my wAY!!!
seeing the bus only got 3 ppl .. i mutter a soft prayer for mi .. and the rest of the project o ..
den god spoke to mi .. khye.. sometimes dont aalways worried about the future.. its is good to go back to the past see urself just started out dancing how long a road u have travel till now how much u have improve .. how close ur are to ur dreams and vision .. and how much u have changed..
i look back
to i first started dancing in whitley .. dancing to these mtv music doing these mtv move .. which goes 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 LOL mooving on to poly life i joined fb and from there i began to know what is hip hop what really is dancing so many ppl taugght mi how to dance right so many ppl corrected mi .. started to prepare for danceworks.. for shows for performance from there i realy learn a lot .. from my fb seniors frm my batch of bros and sis.. den i move on to learn with gin .. mah she is such a great dancer and instructor learnt so much techniques from her..
from krumping, milking , gliding , music sense , body isolations
she really taught mi a lot ..
den moving on to my first competition
hiphop hunt .. where we(LiL'Street) got 2nd place!!! my first achievement as a dancer!!
moving on is my next competition danceworks ..
this is a breakthrough for mi .. i leearn how to clean my moves .. how to synchro a team how to manage and lead a team (not sure if i did well though lOL) and we manage to get thrugh the semi finals with 2nd placing!! and 4th placing in the finals !!! cheerSS!! rmberd how fb and my friends cheer us on .. encourage us all the way till competition day..
den .. came the day where i accepted christ.. where i found someone whom ill love u no matter who u are .. jesus whom bear the cross for the sins of mankind someone whom u can depend on .. someone whom paves ur way .. paves ur destiny god .. whom provided us with blessing ,, breakthrought , talents , gifts,opportunities..
indeed god is great .. brought my dance to a whole new level with joyous perfection.. its the time we sow our talents to glorify god... and we reap a great harvest by claming champion for the dance segment.. man that point of time all in mi was .. thank god .. thank god .. thank god.. really thank god for the wonder ppl he have place in my life ppl like theresa , xiao xian , yongzhi ,nick phua, they have always encourage mi and pushing mi ... what i achieve today is all thanks to dem and god ..!!
now i am currently serving the lord in project o .. really thank god for creating this opportunity for mi .. i always wanted to self train myself for a long time but lack the finance .. but god bless mi with project o where by i am able to be trained by professionals frm all fields !!! god is really providing a breakthrough for mi ..god provide mi a vision to be a dancer in the marketplace .. no matter how hard it is
i will ACHIEVE it
i will SHINE for the lord..
yeah guess this is my concluding sentence .. man think i began to be like theresa think a lot at night !! lol..
welll stay tune for my nxt post =D
ps. Thank god . (sometimes it is good to look back to the past and see how much u have grown .. instead of comparing urself with the future or someone of the future...)
<3
12:43 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
oh my goodness finallly that tough week was gone ... and of course with god strength i manage to complete alllllll my project assignments all my presentation and my dance exam !!!!!
oh thank god that by his strength i am able to make it though this tough week !!!
well i have faith that i did qutie well for my presentation aha ... really give in my all for my projects esp for the dance appreciation ... really thank god for the favour in the audience .. they like mi so much!! muahahaha...
well for my dance exam .. through theresa i look at the result of it at a different view.. her revelation and hers words from god really impacted mi a lot .. although its wasnt our best but i have faith that we will pull through god has everything planned .. we are destined to work harder.. to go accross our limit .. to achiese breakthrough like nvr b4!!!
this is a stepping stone in project o .. and there is more to come !!!! obstacles will always be there to discourage us for the devil nvr give up !!! so therefore from todays onwards i will practise even harder .. and i shall sow all my hardwork .. and i have faith in mi in god that i will reap a great harvest at the end of it ..
after reading through some of my friends blog.. i could really feel the closeness god is to them.. i could really feel this strong relatinship they have between each other.. oh father .. i just pray that i can come to know u more.. i wann move on to the nxt lvl .. be it in my dance my studies or spirituaily.. i wanan excel in every aspect of my life.. father cover any emptiness that i have in me... fill mi with ur prescene everyday .. for i long for itt.. father i wanna build a stronger and closer relatinship with u .. i just wanan know u more ..
in ur word u say .. as i take a step of faith towards u .. u will take a thousand steps towards mi ..
so father now ..
i am taking many many steps of faith to draw closer to u.. let mi feel u more ...
