1) Step out into the unknown. 2) Step out to attempt the seemingly impossible. 3) Step out in confidence. 4) Step out from the pull of the world.
Our Greatest Fear - Marianne Williamson
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, Our prescence automatically liberates others.
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12:54 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
i cant wait for po to be ready for competition i cant wait for jp to be ready for competition
i am so eager to compete !!!!!!!
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1:27 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
random thoughts ..
ARRRGGHHH ..
whats happening to my dance ..
whats hindering mi .............................................
STAGNANT !!!
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5:02 AM
life just hasn't got any better this fews days..
am now at the crossroad..
am so confuse ..
which way shld i go ...
wouldnt wanan make the wrong decision and regret after ..
to cont or not .....
arrrggghhhh..
god ..
help ...
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3:48 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Living a dancer's life is never easy esp when u are always striving for the best when u are a commercial dancer.. Lots of tears , discipline , hardwork needed to fufuill ur dreams to become a great dancer..
as for mi ..
my life is already very difficult to manage needless to say living a dancer's life.. to start of with i dont have a amazing family .. a family that dont communicate at all.. all we know is to quarrel quarrel and quarrel.. in their mind is all about money and themself .. they dont give a dam of what i am thinking what i wanna achieve.. my bro always bringing out the topic of wanting mi to work in amway with him .. together with him earn lots and lots of money .. but to mi money is not my main piority .. he is always discouraging mi from dance .. telling mi dance is a waste of time .. you wont earn much from just dancing ..scolding mi for spending too much time on dance ...never once encourage mi ... whenever i perform whenever i compete non of my family members will be there ...
ever since i started dancing ... everything i achieve now is due to my own hardwork my own capablities ...i took up a lot of jobs for the sake of earning money for courses for costumes sacrificing time to spend with my friends ...as a result my social click now is so small .. so limited ..
now in project o due to needing a lot of commitment .. its hard to find a part time job esp when u have sch in the afternoon and dance class at night ..becuz of that i have to save and scimp on food .. stop buying clothes , shoes , bags andd survive on the little allowance my grandma give mi every week ..and i feel so ashame to be taking money from her as she is already in her 70s .. i feel that my whole family is so useless .. always loaning money from her .. creating troubles for her ..
i nvr like to go home .thats why i always try to stay outside as late as possible. whenever i reach home .. i would just face 4 walls and a tv .. there is no warmth and love in that home .. if i am lucky i could reach home finding my bro not asleep and he would start questioning mi this and that, discouraging mi .. making mi so vexed that we will start quarreling ..
without my passion,without god .. i would'nt really come this far .. my life wouldnt have been the worst .. but to mi i feel i have already sacrifice a lot to fufill this dream of mine ..and i meet lots of challenges in just this one yr of dancing ..
eveynight ..i will tell myself .. tell god .. that this passion for dance will never die.. any chanllenges that comes my way i will try my best to overcome it .. i will work harder and harder to achieve excellence ..i am not sure of what am i going to face in the future if i cont to cling on to my passion .. but no matter how difficult it is .. i will nvr give up .. for dancing is already in my life .. life has nvr been any worth living without dance and god ..really wanna thank god for the opportunities that he have created ..and i believe in more to come ..
so to whomever that feel discourage .. be it ur are not improving .. ur are not dancing well.. facing dispute in ur team .. facing unhappiness from ur family ..
close ur eyes .. calm urself down.. and slowly visualise ur success.. take a glimpse of what u can achieve if u work hard and try to overcome this chanllenge.. tell urself there is so many instructor whom have make it this far .. u can too achieve it ..tell yourself there is so many oppotunites lying ahead of u waiting for u to grab it ..tell urself there is a god up there with unlimited strength unlimited resources whom can help u in achieving ur dreams and fufill ur destiny .. and the last thing is .. tell urself .. you will NEVER GIVE UP !
