there have nvr been someone whom show me so much appreciation of what i contributed to him or her ...
but now god has place a girl in my life..
continously showing appreciation for what i have done for her ..
and i really praise god for that..for it gives mi a great sense of satisfaction .. and builds up my confidence..
really thank god for placing this particulaar girl in my life..
for all these while she has been..
encouraging mi and motivating mi .. cheering mi up when i am down.. blessing mi whenever she can.. showering mi with nvrending of tender loving care.. always expressing how much she love and cares for mi .. assuring mi whenever i feel insecure about things.. helping mi in building my confidence level.. sacrificing her time to spend quality time with mi! tolerating my frequent emoness.. overlooking my unglamness..
and many many more...!! too many to list..!!..
therefore its backs the statement of god always blessing u in ABUNDANCE!!!..
what more can i ask for??..
i feel blessed , encouraged , loved , glad , safe for having her in my life
through this relatinship.. i have grown a lot.. although its only ard 1 mth and 3/4 .. i have learnt many things... what are the things shld be done .. what are the things shld not be done.. what are the piorties.. what are the purpose..
praise god for all the experiences he put mi throught .. for all the knowledge and wisdom gained..
we will last i promise we will will nvr back out..
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Random thoughts :
Today is the start of "Fighting emotions phase one!"..
i seriously need to recover some of my lost good friendss..they have been with mi for yearss!!
Father.. just pray that u strengthen my weakness.. for if not .. this particular weakness will create the greatest and most diffcult obstacle for mi to overcome.. and i dont want that to happenn... i see it in the future to come.. but ..i pray that u take it all away..
