Before i rant about my day the following is some fast fact about the bbq pork that u guys are eating for cny
I was happily munching on my fav cny food bbq pork...
den my bro came and he said .. " I cant imagine u are eating that!! u know how is it made? "
He goes on and say
"you know these mother pig and father pig after they give birth to baby pigs they are considered useless.. so they are killed and left to decompose.. after leaving the dead pigs for a few days ..not wanting to wwaste these pigs they took it cut it and put loads of salt presavatives and some other stuff to hide the decomposing stench ... DEN THEY STORE IT UP AGAIN... until liike 3-4 mths later ..they took it out .. and start bbqing that pork ... and thereafter they store it and keep it again ...till customer want to buy they take it out and bbq that pork and sell to u "..
i threw that piece of pork i have straight away..
alright back to the topic ...
I FEEL MY THIS CNY IS SO SCREWEDDD!!!!!
firstly after my reunion dinner i got a super bloated stomach.. i felt so full and uncomfortable... becuz of that i could not sleep..! still ard 4am i start having runs.. went in and out of the toliet 5 timesSS!!! i puke i shit.. till i felt that there was no food left and i felt weak all over. .. i went back to slp..
i woke up at 12pm feeling worst!!!! glup down loads of water bath and get ready to go over my grandma place ALONE!!! (NOT WITH MY FAMILY)
i went over.. greet one another happy cny ... took these angbaos with a big smile!!.. den after went to have a light lunch cuz i dont have much appetite.. den went to the sofa.. and i sat there for the rest of the day =.=...
my relatives and family always have the habit of gambling during cny.. so this year is no exception..
AS FOR MI ... i got to kick that habit.. cuz i dont want to waste blessings from god..
IT WAS TOUGHHHH!!!! SO TOUGHHH
i was all alone trying to get rid of the habit of gambling all by myself!!!..
everyone was so engross with it.. i feel so ignored feel so left out .. ARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!
no one to talk to i stare at the tv.. at times i stuff myself with tibits..
i cant believe they gamble all the way till night .. goshh!!!!..
i feel so IGNORED IGNORED..
all they did was "hey ah chye are why nvr gamble..? gamble la one year once . take out 10 dolalr gamble la ... small amt"
i force my self to smile and them and said nah
at around 6+ there was this chinese show.. its was kinda interesting .. and i thought i got somethign to do..
DEN
while watching halfway.. my uncle took the controller .. and swtich it to channel 5 and say "LOOK HARRY POTTER" den he nvr swtich back and place controller some dist away form mi ..
i was pissed. i was stunned. i sat there for a few mins .. and tell myself .. "THATS IT ! I AM LEAVING".
what a family i have..
how to influence my family to become christ like? gosh i really dont know..
i feel so sick.. i feel so ignored..
dam .. what a screwed cny
Ps : " Guys if i happen to msg anyone of u .. that contains a question inside .. which i mean i end of the sentence with a ? .. i wld seriously expect a reply .. THANKS"
