but during the journey lots of thoughts came into my mind
most of it was abt tmr ..
i am very worried about the result tmr .. sigh dont know if i am gonna be eliminated dunno if i did badly for the tecniques.. sigh everyday in project o is full of surprises u nvr know what will happen nxt LOL..
den i began to tell myself..
khye.. no matter what u got to perservee on .. no matter what happen it is a destiny prepared by god... since he have given u this talent .. u have to try ur best to make the best out of it ... there will always be dissapointment down the road but u have to learn to pick urself up and proceed!!!
its easier said den ddone right? aha well no matter what .. i will perserve on for dance is my passion .. it will always be burning no matter what happens i will work even harder as obstacles comes my wAY!!!
seeing the bus only got 3 ppl .. i mutter a soft prayer for mi .. and the rest of the project o ..
den god spoke to mi .. khye.. sometimes dont aalways worried about the future.. its is good to go back to the past see urself just started out dancing how long a road u have travel till now how much u have improve .. how close ur are to ur dreams and vision .. and how much u have changed..
i look back
to i first started dancing in whitley .. dancing to these mtv music doing these mtv move .. which goes 1 , 2 ,3 ,4 LOL mooving on to poly life i joined fb and from there i began to know what is hip hop what really is dancing so many ppl taugght mi how to dance right so many ppl corrected mi .. started to prepare for danceworks.. for shows for performance from there i realy learn a lot .. from my fb seniors frm my batch of bros and sis.. den i move on to learn with gin .. mah she is such a great dancer and instructor learnt so much techniques from her..
from krumping, milking , gliding , music sense , body isolations
she really taught mi a lot ..
den moving on to my first competition
hiphop hunt .. where we(LiL'Street) got 2nd place!!! my first achievement as a dancer!!
moving on is my next competition danceworks ..
this is a breakthrough for mi .. i leearn how to clean my moves .. how to synchro a team how to manage and lead a team (not sure if i did well though lOL) and we manage to get thrugh the semi finals with 2nd placing!! and 4th placing in the finals !!! cheerSS!! rmberd how fb and my friends cheer us on .. encourage us all the way till competition day..
den .. came the day where i accepted christ.. where i found someone whom ill love u no matter who u are .. jesus whom bear the cross for the sins of mankind someone whom u can depend on .. someone whom paves ur way .. paves ur destiny god .. whom provided us with blessing ,, breakthrought , talents , gifts,opportunities..
indeed god is great .. brought my dance to a whole new level with joyous perfection.. its the time we sow our talents to glorify god... and we reap a great harvest by claming champion for the dance segment.. man that point of time all in mi was .. thank god .. thank god .. thank god.. really thank god for the wonder ppl he have place in my life ppl like theresa , xiao xian , yongzhi ,nick phua, they have always encourage mi and pushing mi ... what i achieve today is all thanks to dem and god ..!!
now i am currently serving the lord in project o .. really thank god for creating this opportunity for mi .. i always wanted to self train myself for a long time but lack the finance .. but god bless mi with project o where by i am able to be trained by professionals frm all fields !!! god is really providing a breakthrough for mi ..god provide mi a vision to be a dancer in the marketplace .. no matter how hard it is
i will ACHIEVE it
i will SHINE for the lord..
yeah guess this is my concluding sentence .. man think i began to be like theresa think a lot at night !! lol..
welll stay tune for my nxt post =D
ps. Thank god . (sometimes it is good to look back to the past and see how much u have grown .. instead of comparing urself with the future or someone of the future...)