the past two weeks been super uberly tired for mi..
having oschool audtions , having chalet and having church..
sort of wear mi out and stop mi from doing a lot of others important things..
and most important neglected her..
the past fews days passed by slow and tough..
our relationship was shaken and testedd..
everything went downhill..
cries of stress
cries of tiredness..
but thank god i did not let all overcome mi righ at the last minute..
i pray for god srength and wisdom in handling this relatinship ..
thank god i did not op for the rest option..
i decide to perserve push myself and start planning for the relatinship to be better..
during the bbq night
sister jol conduct zone prayer meetingg..
the prescence of god was so strong as many as 200 people kneel down and wept before the presence of godd..
god spoke of
family brokness heart brokeness family love.. forvinging people whom let us down.. relatinship.. betrayal..
i was no expection
i wept and cried out to the lorddd..
till the floor got one puddle of water lol =x
i have so much pain and burden in mi that i have to let it go.. and god came and he spoke..
have faith and lift it all up to mi.. have faith and all will be resolve.. seek mi and my kingdom will come.. seek mi and wisdom shall be bestowed upon u seek mi and i will heal all brokennesss
it was the best encounter i ever have with god.. i feel that i was moving on to the nxt level.. and god is pushing mi up .. giving mi his strength giving mi his wisdom..
after the prayer meeting ..
i feel so lightt.. feel so comfortable.. longing for the prescnce of god just now ..
now..
our relationship seems to be back on pace .. i hope..
and i pray and i must ensure that this incident will nvr happen again..
and i passed oschool audtion !!!!..
praise the lord ..
oh lord thanks for everything ..
a great wonderful girlfriend.. a dance cell group.. free dance trainings by professional.. and most importantly a deeper relatinship with u oh god..
