lol sometimes wondering .. am i fated to always take the diffcult path of life... studies , love , family..
all of my friends have loads of happiness from it .. but for mi .. all are limited lol..
hmmz finally found someone who love mi loads lol.. but then this time i choose the wrong path again.. choose to take the difficult path lol.. all thanks to my stupid nature of stubborn attitude.. i think i am really a selfish person.. always thinking of my own feelings .. maybe i am living in my own world for too long ... cuz i am always alone .. until she came into my life lol.. well i am learning .. am i am praying for wisdom to be bless upoon mi lol.. been throught many broken relatinship.. its time to cherish this one .. it will be hard for mi to let it go...
god i pray that u secure this relatinship for mi.. cuz right now i am too imature .. and pray that i will grow day by day ..
=)..
trust .. why cant i just trust.. maybe my sense of jealousy is too high.. but.. in this relatinship i have trying my best to put as much trust as possible from ever since the starting of the relatinship.. but just one mistake .. destroy everything lol.. i am just plain stupid sometimes .. lol .. well this ends it .. time to go fishing ...
