Regretted working in jdl for the past one month ...
earn so dam little .....
still have that darn fine to pay ...
zzzzz .......BARELY enough to last mi till end of this month .. when i get my pay at lux man ...
sigh ....
i am so unlucky ....
born in a pathetic family ..
with a pathetic father ....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
sigh have to withdraw from the chingay performance ....
it is always my dream to perform ... my interest mmy hobby to dance on stage ...
and chingay such a great oppoturnity .. performing to almost 300 000 ppl ....
i guess i have to skip that this time ....cuz if i dont work ...
where the hell i gonna find money from ....
and part time aint enough to pay my daily expenses ....
wont wanna bother my brother and my sister to give mi allowance ....
i believe dey are coping very hard financially themselves..
haiz ....
althought lux the environtment is good ..
but i can see the journy in it .. gonna be tough .... real tough ....
but for the sake of money ///
i guess i have no choice ...
but to take on this challenge ....
and survive in it ..
dunno how am i gonna pay for my poly education fees ...
maybe i will stay in lux 4ever ?....
sigh ...
my life just so pathetic .....
but sitll life have to go on ...
have to force myself to think postitively ...
in order to pass through this ordeal ....
have to cut down on my expenses by a lot now ... till end of the month ...
SIGH....
