I love and lost the day i let u go ..

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2008-12-17T15:47:00.001+08:00

so at the end of the day . am i the bad guy ? an asshole? or a lousy friend?

fb production

2008-12-17T01:47:00.003+08:00

My latest post in a million years!!!

i am not really a good dancer..
but seeing people dancing well for my choreography really brings great satisfaction never knew my steps can be portray out that well..

Its my first time choreographing a lyrical jazz item for fb production..
although i have receive many comments . i still believe that my dancers really did very well for the item. They work hard very very hard to achieve and meet my expectations and i am really happy seeing them putting in so much effort to this item.

well done to people in lyrical jazz item.

tricia --> you are really a good dancer always delivering what i want . enjoyed having you in my item.

diane --> that small little cute daughter whom is always willing to learn . seen you grow in dance during the whole course of the production . from techniques , expression , style you definitely improve a lot .

jess huang --> this is my another dope co choreographer in the team. thanks for helping me with the lifts and coming out with steps for the choreography!!

baoxin --> another strong dancer i have in the team. seeing you in so many different items but still delievering each style so well..

nick phua --> my fellow bro whom i have dance with for years . enjoyed working with you throughout the whole production . you have really improve a lot in ur dance . ur sharpness . cleanliness of steps and ur lines now definitely better now ..!!!

leong --> a very busy cop. but still always keeping up with the choreography and doing his best he and tricia got the best "stage couple" award hahah

carynn --> my fb senior !! thanks for all the effort and hard work you have put into the routine . esp for learning the first two songs in two days man!!! really appreciating you coming in to stand in the gap!! well done!!!

sandra , hazel , jess lim --> thanks for always coming down for practise working hard and giving ur best to the routine . hope i never instill fear of jazz into you all haha .. hope to work with you guys in the future!!

JASMINE !!! --> i am so proud and thankful for her ... she manage to learn like dunno how many zillion eights within one night .. really thanks ur help and taking up this routine in such a short notice... dont always think that you cant do this you can do that ..when you actually ... what you need girl is not extra practise or techniques or etc.. what you need is to really believe in yourself.. believe that you can achieve whatever that comes to you !!!

lastly thanks everyone for dancing in this item..have learn a lot from you guys too ..

really hope to have the chance to work with you again ..

perhaps starting a street jazz genre in fb?? haha see ya

Emerge07

2007-06-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

During the last day of the celebration ..

sitting with smu anticipating for the result ..

i realised "woah a year had passed so fast"

still rembered the time where mi and jp were sitting over at the talentine participants areas waiting anxiously for the result to be announce..
and we were dam happy when we won ..
we even teared during the last song..

but i dont feel it this year round aha..
and i sort of miss that bittersweet feeling..

this year emerge were super tiring for me ..
the most tiring was preparing for the dance item during the first day..
man we dance till almost 2am during practises..
though having body aches .. but still have to push myself..
as this time ard i am dancing at another level..
all around me were super strong dancerss..

through this dance performance .. i realise that my lines are quite bad..
and my movment are super small and its is incomplete..
sometimes i just get so sick of all this comments..
but i still haven reach a point where i dont receive such comments..
maybe i just lack all these "extra practices"..

not forgetting i got the opportunity to perform for praise song..
it felt really great serving the lord this way..
first time i am able to really dance during praise..

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well .. so emerge end of with a blast..
all the preaching and the word really impacted my life..
i teard and i truely felt the burden..
i seriously need to spread the love of god and bring the light to ppls life..
its time to really reach out to the campuses..
gonna really work hard for the next evangelistic campaign for jol zone..
its time to get LOTSA PPL SAVED!!!

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am really proud of represent , proud of cal..
that despite of all the challenges they face..
they still perserve on and emerged as talentime winners..
cheers for that!!!

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gosh..
think i am at the peak of my body..
aches all around..
tiredness filling upp...
work and commitment coming up..
making mi quite frustrated sometimes...
sorry baby if i am not understanding ..
if i blast with no reason..
if i scold with no reason..
i myself dunno why am i doing all this...

FAST AND PRAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PRAY PRAY PRAY...

sigh..

2007-05-26T03:42:00.000+08:00

this is the second time its happening..

whenever i try to help ...

i just dont get any appreciation..

why make ur frustration over others things affect this relatinship?

haven u ever wonder how i will feel?..

first time was saying i talk too much ..

now this ..

just put urself in my shoe and think ..

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2007-03-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

Heys guys wont be posting much in here anymore..

if u're smart u know where to find mi ... =D

18/03/07

2007-03-18T02:56:00.000+08:00

well.. its late .. and i am tired but am here just to do a little update ..

Life's been pretty smooth sailing nowadays..just finish 3 papers with one more to go!!.. really pray hard that i will fare much better this sem..

My 4 mths holidays are coming!!! woohooo.. well i am gonna spend the first month working real hard to fufuill my bf!! i wanna be a finisher!!..

been spending most of my time with her nowadays..
almost meeting everyday aha!..
well dont get bored of mi yeah?...

am glad that my dance is no longer stagnant..
ovvercoming my weakness one step at a time..
been almost done with sharpness..
really gotta work hard on larger movements , jazz techniques and posturess!!..

Upcoming khye's appearance..

Easter production on - 6 , 7 , 8 april.
Nyp musical production on - 27,28 april..

funkamania Late may (pending)
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Random thoughts..

At this age .. there is nothing much u can do .. just to really pray hard that nothing happenss....

I am looking forwards to more opportunities and challengerss!!!..

Thoughts

2007-03-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

Man .. what a long bus journey from my hse to school!!
Throughout the whole journey.. has been thinking about some stuff..
Been so into it that caused me to miss my stop -_-".

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Nowadays Singaporeans are just so comfortable with their life..
Any small little things happen..
They always like to complain and question..

"Why nvr inform?"
"why so last minute"
"Why is it like this"
"why cant it be like that"
"Why so insensitive"
Why
why
why

a million why..

They always demand an answer to their unhappiness..!
to vent their frustration...

but the bottom line is

NOBODY OWNS YOU A LIVING!

ohhh great

2007-03-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

was suppose to meet everybody at 12..

but wtp?

i am meeting nobody..

one go for spa say meet me 230 expect mi to wait.

the other overslept and nvr do anything to make up for it ..

what u guys treat mi as?

To projo

2007-03-07T15:17:00.001+08:00

please be aware of ur individual weaknesses aand work on it ..

i been seeing u guys showing ur weaknesses many a time...

if u guys dont change ..

trust mi ..

U WILL NEVER GO FAR!

Cherished

2007-03-06T17:32:00.001+08:00

- Get Your Own

- Add Stuff - Get Your Own

!!

2007-03-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

woohooo emerge is coming back again!!

EMERGE 07!

had a great emerge last year with nyp and jp!!

hope this yr will be fantastic too..

hmmz guess i will be taking part in the following categories!!

Talentime (freestyle)(either jp or po!!)
8Ball pool
winning eleven?
counterstrike!!

i badly wannna dance this coming emerge!!

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love u !

thank god..

2007-03-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

For the past 18 years of life..

there have nvr been someone whom show me so much appreciation of what i contributed to him or her ...

but now god has place a girl in my life..

continously showing appreciation for what i have done for her ..

and i really praise god for that..for it gives mi a great sense of satisfaction .. and builds up my confidence..

really thank god for placing this particulaar girl in my life..

for all these while she has been..

encouraging mi and motivating mi ..
cheering mi up when i am down..
blessing mi whenever she can..
showering mi with nvrending of tender loving care..
always expressing how much she love and cares for mi ..
assuring mi whenever i feel insecure about things..
helping mi in building my confidence level..
sacrificing her time to spend quality time with mi!
tolerating my frequent emoness..
overlooking my unglamness..

and many many more...!!
too many to list..!!..

therefore its backs the statement of god always blessing u in ABUNDANCE!!!..

what more can i ask for??..

i feel blessed , encouraged , loved , glad , safe for having her in my life

through this relatinship.. i have grown a lot..
although its only ard 1 mth and 3/4 ..
i have learnt many things...
what are the things shld be done .. what are the things shld not be done..
what are the piorties..
what are the purpose..

praise god for all the experiences he put mi throught .. for all the knowledge and wisdom gained..

we will last
i promise we will
will nvr back out..

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Random thoughts :

Today is the start of "Fighting emotions phase one!"..

i seriously need to recover some of my lost good friendss..they have been with mi for yearss!!

Father..
just pray that u strengthen my weakness..
for if not ..
this particular weakness will create the greatest and most diffcult obstacle for mi to overcome..
and i dont want that to happenn...
i see it in the future to come..
but ..i pray that u take it all away..

Praise god!!

2007-02-21T10:52:00.000+08:00

Gosh !!

thank god that my arts awareness lecturer allow us to postpone our presentations to nxt week!!

seriously speaking ... where on earth got presentations right after cny holidays?

thank god my lecturer realised this point...

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My cny holidays didnt start too well.. but still i am glad that my mum came home for reunion dinner . It been a long time since we had reunion dinner with my mum its been like 5 years ago !!!..but still my sister didnt turn up again this year.. pray hard that she will come back to the family soon!!!..

the nxt good thing abt my cny is these ANGBAOS blessingss!!
well i collected quite an amount and i am many steps closer to completing my building fund!!!!
looking forward to the harvesssttt!!! =D

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Yesterday night was our 2nd prayer meeting..
we prayed for one another ..
and gosh the prescence was strong..
she lead worship =)..
healing took place ..
visions were set..
we cld really see our future..
u and i .. closer and better with time ...
praise god for being in the center of this r/s..
by his strength , by our faith , we will last an eternity ..

gosh

2007-02-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

wtpp!!!

too addd on...

" ring ring !!"

Khye - "Hello"

father - "eh ah chye ar . tonight my friends coming over .. dont need come home k " byebye"

hung up

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wtp?

Ranting!!!

2007-02-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

Before i rant about my day the following is some fast fact about the bbq pork that u guys are eating for cny

I was happily munching on my fav cny food bbq pork...

den my bro came and he said .. " I cant imagine u are eating that!! u know how is it made? "

He goes on and say

"you know these mother pig and father pig after they give birth to baby pigs they are considered useless..
so they are killed and left to decompose.. after leaving the dead pigs for a few days ..not wanting to wwaste these pigs they took it cut it and put loads of salt presavatives and some other stuff to hide the decomposing stench ... DEN THEY STORE IT UP AGAIN... until liike 3-4 mths later ..they took it out .. and start bbqing that pork ... and thereafter they store it and keep it again ...till customer want to buy they take it out and bbq that pork and sell to u "..

i threw that piece of pork i have straight away..

alright back to the topic ...

I FEEL MY THIS CNY IS SO SCREWEDDD!!!!!

firstly after my reunion dinner i got a super bloated stomach..
i felt so full and uncomfortable...
becuz of that i could not sleep..!
still ard 4am i start having runs..
went in and out of the toliet 5 timesSS!!!
i puke i shit..
till i felt that there was no food left and i felt weak all over. ..
i went back to slp..

i woke up at 12pm feeling worst!!!!
glup down loads of water bath and get ready to go over my grandma place ALONE!!! (NOT WITH MY FAMILY)

i went over..
greet one another happy cny ... took these angbaos with a big smile!!..
den after went to have a light lunch cuz i dont have much appetite..
den went to the sofa..
and i sat there for the rest of the day =.=...

my relatives and family always have the habit of gambling during cny..
so this year is no exception..

AS FOR MI ...
i got to kick that habit..
cuz i dont want to waste blessings from god..

IT WAS TOUGHHHH!!!!
SO TOUGHHH

i was all alone trying to get rid of the habit of gambling all by myself!!!..

everyone was so engross with it..
i feel so ignored feel so left out ..
ARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!

no one to talk to i stare at the tv..
at times i stuff myself with tibits..

i cant believe they gamble all the way till night ..
goshh!!!!..

i feel so IGNORED IGNORED..

all they did was "hey ah chye are why nvr gamble..?
gamble la
one year once . take out 10 dolalr gamble la ... small amt"

i force my self to smile and them and said nah

at around 6+ there was this chinese show..
its was kinda interesting ..
and i thought i got somethign to do..

DEN

while watching halfway..
my uncle took the controller .. and swtich it to channel 5 and say "LOOK HARRY POTTER"
den he nvr swtich back and place controller some dist away form mi ..

i was pissed.
i was stunned.
i sat there for a few mins ..
and tell myself .. "THATS IT ! I AM LEAVING".

what a family i have..

how to influence my family to become christ like?
gosh i really dont know..

i feel so sick..
i feel so ignored..

dam .. what a screwed cny

Ps : " Guys if i happen to msg anyone of u .. that contains a question inside .. which i mean i end of the sentence with a ? .. i wld seriously expect a reply .. THANKS"

Times

2007-02-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

This is going to be the longest entry i ever blogged...

In the past i used to think lowly about myself , due to my family and the friends i had. I dont have much confidence and had quite a low self esteem. That period of time (not a christian yet) i wld cry out to god .. why ? why does it alwayws have to be mi ? why am i always destined to walked the longer and tougher part of life be it in family , dance , studies .. i experienced the worst..

i always been stuck with that kinda thinking ever since..

till ..

one night ..

when a good bro of mine told mi this.. " Khye i really look up to you"

this fews words pierce through my heart and i realise god's destiny for mi ..

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Well the past fews weeks ..

i learned many things that helps mi to really secure a future..
remember the post that i really wannt to rise up in terms of maturity?
i been praying abt it and truely god spoke to me through many people about how am i going to do it ..

Visions , Dreams , Goals

Through ryan and daniel , i learn the importance to really set goals in life . define a time span and really go all out to achieve it ..
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It happen when i was having a interview with daniel for my school project after my interview i talked to him and ask him if i want to start out a career as a professionally dancer what do i need to do?

This is what he said ..

"you need to take some time , seat down and re-evaluate yourself in terms of our height , looks , your abilities your weakness and strength , den define a time span and really work hard on it .. further ur strength , work on your weakness.."

"to really set dance as a career in sg is tough . It require great discipline and a never stop learning attitude. always be humble , focus on ur passion and not clinging on tough moments. You need to really give your best and be the best in order to shine in sg's dance industry"

Den i ask him if serving in mdc for ns is a good choice?den ryan came along ..
and he gave mi loads of reasons why i shouldnot join mdc and really go for a good training in the army..i wont be listing out his reasons in case any mdc peeps manage to browse through my blog lol. but his bottomline was .. go in ns be a real man and train your endurance .. push and stretch your limits.

Then he was talking about that he is able to see a seed of a person den predict his harvest..

for example..

when daniel was starting out overdrive ..
he saw his potential and he forsee his winning of overdrive..
that why he was always forcing him to really break out of his limits and true enough daniel worked hard for it and he clinch the title..

den i ask him what do you see project o now den?

his reply was " A group of very slack dancers"

i was stunned ..

den he said " If i were you in project o . i will make sure at the end of it . kenny will ask mi to do shows kenny will ask mi to join ocrew."

I realise what he meant..

its all about setting a goal , a vision in mind..

den he continued

"Its not about getting techniques right , getting the ascent , going for many class its all about having a purpose for your hardwork , define a time span and really go all out to achieve it den all will be added in the process such as discpline yourself , set a schedule and plan your time."

he told mi that we lack a focus , we are just doing cuz we are asked to do , we are like dancers without soul , dont know why we are dancing , dont know if its really our passion to dance or is it just a sudden interest in it ..

As he said before we need a spirit of excellence in everythings we do be it in our studies or our carreer. If you guys (i meant projecto) give up halfway just like this not going further how can u guys be sure that when u found ur real career or passion you guys wont give up halfway too?

In project o i heard many complaining that they got no time for this no time for that . have to really concentrate on studies .and that. i been putting too much focus on dance. or i see someone flaring getting irritated by dance , got so fed up of dance and just lost the temper..

Guys . Its not about brooding over tough moments , getting fed up over not able to catch step , or putting outside emotions problems into your dance or getting complacent at the level you guys are now in .. or rather thinking that you are being left out or whatsoever ... cant you guys just put all the effort from brooding over such stuff to really focus and work on your dance?

we are not called to be in projecto by chance .. its a destiny arranged by god .. through this projecto god wanan us to get something out of it and not give up halfway due to other commitments . god dont put u through this just to torture u , see u getting so fed up , make u tired , that is so not god doings.

u guys must be clear that we are at the age of sowing ...we need to endure all this hardship so that we will have a better future .. that why .. setting a goal in our dance is important... its not abt oneself achievement .. each and everyone of us can set a goal ...but is its all about a team ! a vision ! a projectO's vision what we wanan be ? .. what we wanan achieve? how we are going to penetrate the marketplace ? what do we see as a whole ,1 yr down the road?

well thats all i want to say about project O.

Now its really time for mi to set goals .. and achieve it !!..

no more slacking around waiting for things to happen .. no more of saying and not doing .. I AM GOING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!..

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Relationship

The next aspect of life i learned a lot is relationship..

Through this book . I learned that in a relationship we got to have a purpose. We got to know where we are heading .

It not about telling each other i love u and just get through day by day thinking that love can conquers all and when problem strikes both keep quiet about it afriad to tell each other how they feel .. accmulate all the anger , sadness and let it all out at one blow when its beyond endurance ..den the relationship end just like this ...

If you want to get into a relationship the purpose is MARRIAGE!! There is no point getting into a relationship and yet fooling around , not wanting to settle down..

A couple has got to really flow in the same vision and that is marriage..

In a relationship .. both have to be really transparent about how they feel about each other .. We should not be hiding our feelings .. For eg. A girl really wanted the guy to do this and this on vday and when the guy ask the girl "so its it okay if we dont have any grand celebration on vday" the girl just said yes but in her heart was pure dissapointment..
that isnt the right way to be in a relatinship.. Both have to know what they expect what they want . what is their love language and see if both really match in these areas ... and whether any of them cld sacrifice to change to suit each other's expectations

And most impt in any relationship it is very important to have god in the center . For u seek him first everything will be added onto u ... things might seem impossible will turn possible with him ..

On feb 12 . We both have a good talk .. I told her what i really want from this relationship and that i am tired of getting in and out of relationship .. and if we are to start one .. we must be constantly working towards marriage and a god centered relatinship...

I am glad that she took the first choice..

The future might seem bleak . might seem tough .. but ..
As we take one step at a time holding hands together with god..
nothing will be impossible for us ...
so whats if we are still young?
at least we have a focus point to work to now..
so we lift it all up to god..
if its meant to be ..
let nothing breaks us up...
holyspirit guide us ...

Yesterday's service was a confirmation that we are being lead by god...and i praise god for that...

P.s This year's valentine was the best ever!!..

praise god..

2007-02-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

Praise god..

for i am learning to control..

will not let history happen again..

if it was meant to end one day ..

i make sure it is a good ending

Tough Tough Tough

2007-02-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

woohooo..

looks like projo training got tougher!!

yesterday we had loads of jazz trainings...

man ryan class is super scary..

he teach across the floor super fast that u really have to force yourself to focus and catch the steps..

his routine is fantastic too..

did lots of jumps and turn ..

till my legs are kinda aching now lol!!

he make mi realized how lousy my jazz is ..

need to buck up on the techniques and my posture!!..

jump HIGGGHHH!!! and HOLDDDD!!!!

gosh really need to practise my jazz.... arrrrghhh been concentrating too much on routines..

wanan get out of the beary form zzzzzzzz

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some random tots..

there is a particular person that is getting on my nervess grrrrrr!!!

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2007-02-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

i got a boring school life -_-"

=D

2007-02-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

hello khye.. jia you jia you!

A life full of blessing.

2007-02-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

For the first half of the day 2feb2007.

i was practically stonning the whole time..

FALL asleep so many times during miss chan lecture lol,was awoken many times by "sharolene and gang" giggles and THNKS for that paper with a drawing of a pig!lol.

On my way to expo .. i seriously thought i wouldnt make it lol..
am so tired , am so sleepy and was praying hard that i wont fall alseep during Pastor Ulf preaching.

i even doze off while waiting for svc to start =.=..

BUT!

when we started the praise and worship..

man i could feel the replenishment of energry inside mi .. and i was wide awake throughout the whole svc all thanks to god's strength!

PRAISE GOD..

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Pst Ulf preaching was FANTASTIC..
He preached about god wanting to place his hand in your life , and god wants to bless u .

Hand of god --> Favour of god --> Blessings of god.
God --> Center of your life --> blessings --> better life.

He makesyou realise how great it is to be living with god in your life..
and tells u how much more god can pour his blessing upon u ..
and really guides ur path to a life full of fufillment and happiness.

I love the way he preaches ..
comical , thunderous voice , u wld really feel like god is speaking though him!
u cld really see the deep relationship he have with god...

u cld feel that the whole chc attendees was so endulge in his preaching..
i give up copying notes at the 2nd half of the svc . to really listen and understand whats is he trying to deliever..

and true enough ..

It was a great msg and it impacted mi ..

Eph1:3

in conclusion
God is not going to tell you everything..
he wants you to trust him.
to follow him.
to follow his word.
and he will lead u and guide u to a life full of blessings , breakthrough , satisfaction and happiness..

indeeedd..

GOD IS GREAT
Praise god..
thank u jesus

ProjectO

2007-01-31T11:17:00.001+08:00

I seriously dont know whats happening within projecto this past fews weeks..

been hearing a lot from OTHER people ..

when is all the problems conflicts disputs gonna end?

where is all the passion for dance?

where is all the wonderful fellowship we enjoyed before?

why has everyone decide to go on their separate ways?

why let personal emotional issue to enter to this spiritual family.?.

why like to hide . drop us some hints and leaving us hanging around thinking if its our fault?

why are we not transparent among each other.?

we seriously need a wake up call..

random.

2007-01-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

haha. cal's back! its been a long time since i last updated for you.. mmm.. feeling kinda bored.. so i've decided to spam ur blog instead of ur tagboard.. ^^ but, duno wad to post also sia.. mmm.. OH~~ something just came flying into my mind!!

LOH YONG CHYE PLAYED DDR WITH ME ON THURS!!

hahaha. yes~ throw face together ;)) and i soooo almost owned u in daytona please! the only reason why u won was cuz i let u.. i banged the wall at the final lap can.. hahaha. see.. im so nice rite.. appreciate me! heh.

ok la.. shall stop jacking u.. *poor lil khye* ha! mmm.. thanx for lending me the book! its o-some ah~ really helpful in alot of ways :)) also, i appreciate everything that u've done and that u're doing.. be it big or small.. appreciate it all.. cuz by ur actions, it really proves alot.. thanx k! ^^

mmm.. before i end this post, i've decided to upload a pic of u.. lols! dun kill me k.. hahahaha~ :P

Retail Therapy

2007-01-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

oooohoooo..

its been long since i last shop..

and yesterday was a fantastic shopping spree..

did not buy much stuff though but

as least the stuff that i bought i did not regret buyingGGGG!!

AND I FEEL SO BLESS YESTERDAY..

all thanks to that special someone ..

my first Leather wallet .. and i love IT MAN
its cool manly and dope!!!
thanks !!

and thanks for the bag tooo!!!

love it love it love it ..

xingfu!

2007

2007-01-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

HEYO!!!

well..

2007 started off with a series of blessing and happiness..

pass few weeks i been thinking a lot ..I feel the past 18yrs of my life was not very fruitful and i wasted loads of time money and energy to commitment that serve no purpose. Looking at friends around me , from pastor teachings , from cgm , from kenny advice . I suddenly felt a need of maturity breakthrough in this 19th year of my life.

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We retreated into a slower pace..
Romance chaperoned by wisdom.
Courtship with a purpose.
Patience , patience , patience
Understanding , respect , visions.
Career , Studies , Dance
living out truth of god's word as we pursue our hearts's desire
all to earn a yes from u lord.
let it be good ..
let it be good..

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2007-01-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

New Year
New visions
New Companion
A closer god..

Striving for Excellence!

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2007-01-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

Dear Blogspot..

why cant u learn how to autoupdate urself?..

yupyup..

as usual stuck in the library trying to pass time..

DARN lost my resume ..

now have to retype a new one ..

hope i will get the cafe job ..

and i just found out somebody's secret LOL..

the consequence of msging the wrong people LOL..

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i badly wnana perform..
i badly wanan compete..
hope i wont miss this years' funkamania!!!...

in the mean time ..

PRACTISE PRACTISE PRACTISE.
Sharpness.
Groove.
Body Isolation.
Feel.
Expression.
Bigger movments.
Posture.
Freestyle.

gosh so many to work on ..

father , holyspirit , jesus !!!

guide mi !!!

i feel that a big wave of projects and assignment is coming my way !!

Random Thoughts for today..
i hope.

no3

2007-01-05T03:36:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts no3..

really admire male dancers whom have , natural good looks , natural groove , height , natural talent , natural flexibility ..

guess what ..

i got none

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2007-01-05T02:10:00.000+08:00

random thoughs number 2..

God is a real good Test Setter .. (or whatever it is spell at)

..

2007-01-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

random thots ...

who can make me truely happy..

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2007-01-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

Been reading my past post..

lol SERIOUSLY I WAS A LOVE EMO FREAK LAST TIME LOL..

cant stand it haha..

but den ..

who aint ? ..

LOL..

i feel that i have grown a lot =D
and that is a good thing..

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2007-01-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

ALOHA!!!..

Blog blog blog ..

welll ..

a not - so - pleasant day ..

But dance class was GREAT!!!

finally improve in catching steps fast..

praise god for that ..

love gin's chreo nowadays ..

whoohooo..!!!!!!!!

Prefer to be with ching chong ppl ..

at least can talk with ease ..

that why

PUI..

I LOVE TO BE WITH U

MUAHAHAHAHA

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2007-01-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Actualy this post were suppose to be blogged a few days back
but dear blogger ate my post ..
and it was a super long one ...

ZZZZZZ

wooohooo blogging for the 4th time for this entry

omGGG!!!

i am gonna skip the ra show ..

going straight to the thanksgiving at cgm..
this was the first time i attended such meetings..

kenny preach about in 2007 we have to

Make room for God in your time.
Make room for God in your decision.
Make room for God in your finances.

after the sermon..
we were given sweets and had to pass on to these we wanan thank ..
i was so touch
by these words they said to mi ..
really appreaciate it ..

to Proj O

you guys been the greattest dancing companion i ever had lol..
really enjoyed dancing with u all ..
gonna cherish these time we spent toegether..
training hard for dance..
fellowshiping..
during service
during cell grp
u guys have help mi grown spiritually..
u guys have help mi obtain breakthough in my dance..
always offering mi pointers and advices..
and u guys have always been with mi through good times and bad times..
really thank u all for that..

nxt is ..
Xiao xian , Theresa , Nicholas , Yongzhi..
we been dancing together ever since jp..
helping one another to improve ..
pushing one another to go for the extra mile ..
encouraging one another..
just for a vision..
which is to penetrate the market place and be the dancer for christ..
really thanks u guys for acoompanying thorugh this journey..
thorugh u all .. my dance improve a lot ..
thorugh the advices u gave i learnt how to handle my problems..
u guys have always been with mi .. helping mi supporting mi ..
when my relatinship was hitting the rocks ..
u guys were therefor mi offering mi advices..
really love and appreciate what u guys have done for mi ..

nxt..

"LEFTY TRIBAL AH LIAN GANG"
lol ..
though we are formed not long ago..
but man
u girls nvr fail to cheer mi up lol..
dancing with u girls is truely a joy lol..
thanks for helping mi out in my dance
offering mi pointers to improve on ..
chreograping our MAIN TRIBAL AH LIAN DANCE!!..
and thanks
for always being there with mi ..
lending mi a listening ear..
and thanks for all the blessing u two have showered upon mi..
really apreaciate it ..!!!

well 2006 beens quite a good yr for mi ..
tough at first but turn out for the better during the 2nd half of the year lol..
having gone through a lot..
i learnt a lot ..
and made lots of big decision aha..
but i nvr regretted it ..
doors were open ..
loads of opportunities were offered to mi by god..
joining projo was the greatest blessing..

now is 2007 already..
i just pray that ..
it will be a year of breakthrough..
in my spritiual life , my studies and my dance..
and most imptly..
be a blessing to friends around mi ..
and my family

it's cal again..

2006-12-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

hey best fren..
wanted to thank u for so many things during cg's thanksgiving..
but was feeling all emo so i couldnt put the words out right..
haha.
sorry for the stutter..
i bet u couldnt really make out wad i was saying right..
ha.
so i shall juz blog it down here..
:))

mmm..
well, i wanna thank you for being such an o-some bestie..
thanx for telling me my faults in my dance..
thanx for offering to help me come up with ideas to train up my strength..
thanx for praising and encouraging me when i dance well..
thanx for teaching me stuff that i've not learnt before..
thanx for being patient with me..
thanx for letting me bomb ur sms with whiny complaints..
thanx for being my listening ear..
thanx for doing retarded stuff with me..
thanx for sacrificing ur time together with jacky n huat to take a 1hour bus ride to bedok just to accompany me then take another uber long journey home..
thanx for tolerating my nonsense and blunt comments..
thanx for never flaring up at me whenever i get a lil overboard..
thanx for always forgiving me when i say "ok la ok la, sorry la"
thanx for being the retarded u whom never fails to make me laugh..
thanx for always letting me tease and correct ur english.. ha! =p
thanx for being such a good sport all the time..
thanx for acting all twitty and bimbotic just to entertain me.. rofl~
thanx for being such a great bro! :))

yep! just wanna let u noe that u're greatly appreciated by me, cal the great!
FEEL HONORED HOR!
muahas.
u rock khye~

*best frens forever*

lefty tribal ah lian sisters - everlasting
~* xiao cal.xiao ke ai.xiao pui *~ HA!!

it's cal :))

2006-12-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

eh best fren.. thanx for telling the world that i've not been to Escape Theme Park man -.-

anyways, i was thinking.. since pui and i have our Lefty Tribal Ah Lian Sisters picture up in our blogs.. urs shld have it too.. so here i am to upload! muahas.

hohoho

2006-12-26T06:54:00.000+08:00

hoohohoh Here i am to blog once in a blue moon..

24th Decemeber 06

hohohoho this year i missed my tradition of hanging out with my brother4life at town for some foam party!!!ahah

Spent my christmas eve with the L4L!!!! CHEERSSS!!!..

well went for church service in the afternoon
and man our church drama is superb..
professional actor , actress , scriptwriter , producer etc etc
it just get better and better eacch year..
i was deeply touch by how the lovers reconcil when christ was born..
how they manage to put aside grudges and forgive one another ..

following after was pst kong preaching about god being the light of the world..
it was truely a great sermon..
am glad that chewie's friend responded to the altarcall..

after service mi cal aaron chewie and her friend hang around our church carnival..
due to carnival closing soon and dere were many queueing we manage to go for one ride ..
and it was really worth the WAIT!!!..
cal cant stop laughing throughout the whole ride
for mi it was quite exciting at first den it become a bit dizzy for mi den it become boring lol i am only afraid of rides dat goes upside down =D aha. esp that calberee(dunno how to speell) at escape(omg cal nvr go escape b4)..

nxt mi cal and chewie went to grapvine!!
a restaruant furher down kovan mrt..
the place had quite a good ambience
but need some good interior designing aha..
we play pokers cards dere..
and the game "bluff" was extremely funny because chewie really cant lie lol and always being expose aha..

nxt we had our dinner over dere .. chewie ate a big chunk of steak , cal ate a average size of mushroom stuffed chicken ,, and mi a simple bake rice .. the food was good and i simply lurve the cheese on the bake rice..

wwe didnt really wanna go down town cuz of the crowd dere and spraying and stuff...
but in the end
not having anywhere to go
we headed to orchard road lol..
and we were like squeezinng our way wakling aimlessly and avoiding the spray
frm orchard mrt we walked to cine..
and we went to kobayashi to take a rest and wait for countdown
it was a kobayashi where the L4L starts lol ..
and i did some spastic stuff which was recorded on chewie phone aha..
not wanting to miss the COUNTDOWN we try our best to go to the most crowded place in cini which is the entrance =.=..
we were talking and takling and talking ..
den suddenly someone shouted merry christmass..
i was like WTP.
where is the countdown man lol..
so this is how we spent our christmas eve together LOL..

in conclusion ..

Future cell group christmass party shld be held on christmas eve man!!!

after the whole countdown thing .. jx msg mi to go boat quay to meet up with dem..
after accompanying cal to cityhall i took a train to raffles to find dem..
lol i hasnt seem dem for almost a yr ..and they were uberly happy to see mi la lol..
keep saying

sia la YC u mia man...
wah yc where u disappear to ..
wah yc long time no see liao

we went down to immunity for a drink ..
b4 i went i telling myself
i am not going to drink much
i am defnitely not going to touch any ciggerrtes..
i will not scold any vulgarities
i will not get into any trouble..

in the end

i drink a lot ..
i did not touch any cig
i accidentally said a few sentence of vulgar..
i did not get into any trouble

LOL..

and

the conclusion is ..

i will nvr drink that much again!!!LOL

so it was quite a wonderful christmass eve aha
truely enjoyed myself with l4l and bfl..

lols.

and thanks for all the goodies and present i received from u guys ..
LOVE YA!!!

25th dec 2006

well woke up at ad 1+ and soon head down to aaron house for movie marathon
dere were mi jacky cal chewie kenneth..

we watched accepted and aragon aha..

had lots of good food at aaron hse..

and this was the first time i ate turkey
and it taste delicious!!! yumyum...

and now i am toning at aaron hse ..
blogging !!!

so

MERRY CHRSITMASS!!!

ps. nvr ever support piracy =D

cal rox!

2006-12-26T05:00:00.000+08:00

hello best friend! :))
thanx for giving me ur blogger username & password!
i can now spam ur blog!
woohoo~
hyatt!
wahahahaha~
u r one pro twit man..
i never knew u were that skilled..
haha.
anyways, im going to slp now..
nites!

- cal ;))

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2006-12-26T04:53:00.000+08:00

Falling.

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2006-11-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

1) Step out into the unknown.
2) Step out to attempt the seemingly impossible.
3) Step out in confidence.
4) Step out from the pull of the world.

Our Greatest Fear - Marianne Williamson

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our prescence automatically liberates others.

compete!!!!

2006-11-23T13:27:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for po to be ready for competition
i cant wait for jp to be ready for competition

i am so eager to compete !!!!!!!

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2006-11-18T05:02:00.000+08:00

random thoughts ..

ARRRGGHHH ..

whats happening to my dance ..

whats hindering mi .............................................

STAGNANT !!!

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2006-11-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

life just hasn't got any better this fews days..

am now at the crossroad..

am so confuse ..

which way shld i go ...

wouldnt wanan make the wrong decision and regret after ..

to cont or not .....

arrrggghhhh..

god ..

help ...

A dancer's Life

2006-11-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

Living a dancer's life is never easy
esp when u are always striving for the best when u are a commercial dancer..
Lots of tears , discipline , hardwork needed to fufuill ur dreams to become a great dancer..

as for mi ..

my life is already very difficult to manage needless to say living a dancer's life..
to start of with i dont have a amazing family ..
a family that dont communicate at all..
all we know is to quarrel quarrel and quarrel..
in their mind is all about money and themself ..
they dont give a dam of what i am thinking what i wanna achieve..
my bro always bringing out the topic of wanting mi to work in amway with him .. together with him earn lots and lots of money ..
but to mi money is not my main piority ..
he is always discouraging mi from dance .. telling mi dance is a waste of time .. you wont earn much from just dancing ..scolding mi for spending too much time on dance ...never once encourage mi ... whenever i perform whenever i compete non of my family members will be there ...

ever since i started dancing ... everything i achieve now is due to my own hardwork my own capablities ...i took up a lot of jobs for the sake of earning money for courses for costumes sacrificing time to spend with my friends ...as a result my social click now is so small .. so limited ..

now in project o due to needing a lot of commitment ..
its hard to find a part time job esp when u have sch in the afternoon and dance class at night ..becuz of that i have to save and scimp on food .. stop buying clothes , shoes , bags andd survive on the little allowance my grandma give mi every week ..and i feel so ashame to be taking money from her as she is already in her 70s .. i feel that my whole family is so useless .. always loaning money from her .. creating troubles for her ..

i nvr like to go home .thats why i always try to stay outside as late as possible. whenever i reach home .. i would just face 4 walls and a tv .. there is no warmth and love in that home .. if i am lucky i could reach home finding my bro not asleep and he would start questioning mi this and that, discouraging mi .. making mi so vexed that we will start quarreling ..

without my passion,without god .. i would'nt really come this far ..
my life wouldnt have been the worst ..
but to mi i feel i have already sacrifice a lot to fufill this dream of mine ..and i meet lots of challenges in just this one yr of dancing ..

eveynight ..i will tell myself .. tell god .. that this passion for dance will never die.. any chanllenges that comes my way i will try my best to overcome it .. i will work harder and harder to achieve excellence ..i am not sure of what am i going to face in the future if i cont to cling on to my passion .. but no matter how difficult it is .. i will nvr give up .. for dancing is already in my life .. life has nvr been any worth living without dance and god ..really wanna thank god for the opportunities that he have created ..and i believe in more to come ..

so to whomever that feel discourage ..
be it ur are not improving ..
ur are not dancing well..
facing dispute in ur team ..
facing unhappiness from ur family ..

close ur eyes ..
calm urself down..
and slowly visualise ur success..
take a glimpse of what u can achieve if u work hard and try to overcome this chanllenge..
tell urself there is so many instructor whom have make it this far .. u can too achieve it ..tell yourself there is so many oppotunites lying ahead of u waiting for u to grab it ..tell urself there is a god up there with unlimited strength unlimited resources whom can help u in achieving ur dreams and fufill ur destiny ..
and the last thing is ..
tell urself .. you will NEVER GIVE UP !

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2006-10-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

since i got my ways of going online

LOL

i decide to blog more

yeah receive my result last wk..

i dont think it is good aha

infact i really need to work harder to catch up with the rest at the top

so my hols gonna be practise practise practise

and time to work to save for my building fundddd!!!

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2006-10-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

857 is sure a long journey from suntec to my hse

it took 1hr arrgghh

by the time i finish bathing is alrdy 1237 =.=

but during the journey lots of thoughts came into my mind

most of it was abt tmr ..

i am very worried about the result tmr .. sigh dont know if i am gonna be eliminated dunno if i did badly for the tecniques..
sigh everyday in project o is full of surprises u nvr know what will happen nxt LOL..

den i began to tell myself..

khye.. no matter what u got to perservee on .. no matter what happen it is a destiny prepared by god... since he have given u this talent .. u have to try ur best to make the best out of it ... there will always be dissapointment down the road but u have to learn to pick urself up and proceed!!!

its easier said den ddone right? aha
well no matter what .. i will perserve on for dance is my passion .. it will always be burning no matter what happens i will work even harder as obstacles comes my wAY!!!

seeing the bus only got 3 ppl ..
i mutter a soft prayer
for mi ..
and the rest of the project o ..

den god spoke to mi ..
khye..
sometimes dont aalways worried about the future..
its is good to go back to the past
see urself just started out dancing
how long a road u have travel till now
how much u have improve ..
how close ur are to ur dreams and vision ..
and how much u have changed..

i look back

to i first started dancing in whitley ..
dancing to these mtv music doing these mtv move .. which goes 1 , 2 ,3 ,4
LOL
mooving on to poly life
i joined fb
and from there i began to know what is hip hop
what really is dancing
so many ppl taugght mi how to dance right
so many ppl corrected mi ..
started to prepare for danceworks..
for shows
for performance
from there i realy learn a lot ..
from my fb seniors frm my batch of bros and sis..
den i move on to learn with gin ..
mah she is such a great dancer and instructor
learnt so much techniques from her..

from krumping, milking , gliding , music sense , body isolations

she really taught mi a lot ..

den moving on to my first competition

hiphop hunt .. where we(LiL'Street) got 2nd place!!! my first achievement as a dancer!!

moving on is my next competition danceworks ..

this is a breakthrough for mi ..
i leearn how to clean my moves ..
how to synchro a team
how to manage and lead a team (not sure if i did well though lOL)
and we manage to get thrugh the semi finals with 2nd placing!!
and 4th placing in the finals !!! cheerSS!!
rmberd how fb and my friends cheer us on ..
encourage us all the way till competition day..

den ..
came the day where i accepted christ..
where i found someone whom ill love u no matter who u are ..
jesus whom bear the cross for the sins of mankind
someone whom u can depend on ..
someone whom paves ur way .. paves ur destiny
god .. whom provided us with blessing ,, breakthrought , talents , gifts,opportunities..

indeed god is great .. brought my dance to a whole new level
with joyous perfection..
its the time we sow our talents to glorify god...
and we reap a great harvest by claming champion for the dance segment..
man that point of time all in mi was .. thank god .. thank god .. thank god..
really thank god for the wonder ppl he have place in my life
ppl like theresa , xiao xian , yongzhi ,nick phua, they have always encourage mi and pushing mi ... what i achieve today is all thanks to dem and god ..!!

now i am currently serving the lord
in project o ..
really thank god for creating this opportunity for mi ..
i always wanted to self train myself for a long time but lack the finance ..
but god bless mi with project o where by i am able to be trained by professionals frm all fields !!!
god is really providing a breakthrough for mi ..god provide mi a vision to be a dancer in the marketplace ..
no matter how hard it is

i will ACHIEVE it

i will SHINE for the lord..

yeah guess this is my concluding sentence .. man think i began to be like theresa think a lot at night !! lol..

welll stay tune for my nxt post =D

ps. Thank god .
(sometimes it is good to look back to the past and see how much u have grown .. instead of comparing urself with the future or someone of the future...)

!!!!

2006-10-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness finallly that tough week was gone ...
and of course with god strength i manage to complete alllllll my project assignments all my presentation and my dance exam !!!!!

oh thank god that by his strength i am able to make it though this tough week !!!

well i have faith that i did qutie well for my presentation aha ... really give in my all for my projects esp for the dance appreciation ... really thank god for the favour in the audience .. they like mi so much!! muahahaha...

well for my dance exam ..
through theresa i look at the result of it at a different view..
her revelation and hers words from god really impacted mi a lot ..
although its wasnt our best
but i have faith that we will pull through
god has everything planned ..
we are destined to work harder.. to go accross our limit ..
to achiese breakthrough like nvr b4!!!

this is a stepping stone in project o ..
and there is more to come !!!!
obstacles will always be there to discourage us for the devil nvr give up !!!
so therefore from todays onwards i will practise even harder ..
and i shall sow all my hardwork ..
and i have faith in mi in god that i will reap a great harvest at the end of it ..

after reading through some of my friends blog..
i could really feel the closeness god is to them..
i could really feel this strong relatinship they have between each other..
oh father ..
i just pray that i can come to know u more..
i wann move on to the nxt lvl .. be it in my dance my studies or spirituaily..
i wanan excel in every aspect of my life..
father
cover any emptiness that i have in me...
fill mi with ur prescene everyday .. for i long for itt..
father
i wanna build a stronger and closer relatinship with u ..
i just wanan know u more ..

in ur word u say .. as i take a step of faith towards u .. u will take a thousand steps towards mi ..

so father now ..

i am taking many many steps of faith to draw closer to u..
let mi feel u more ...

--phew--

2006-09-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hmmmzz slogging at nafa's library now..

well its pretty quiet today here..
guess many are @ home preparing for exams aha..
well for mi ..
i am working hard on my project presentation on wednesday and thursday and saturday gosh !! 3 projects presentation in a weekk..

but thank god
i am still going well..
not really feeling stressful and stuff..
am glad that i manage to hand up two of my projects today aha..
so some loads of my mind =D..

Project O dance assesment coming this saturday..
well that will determine whoese out .. whose not ..
but i really prayed hard that no one goes out ..
i do not wish to see anyone leaving this family..
u know ? ..
project o is the most dopest crew i ever dance with ..
i seriously enjoy dancing with them..
they understand u .. help u with ur dance .. hardworking .. patience .. i really pray hard that god will realy bless this team with break through like nvr b4 ..and of course to glorify him..

Coming Saturday Assesment
Dance Techniques 30percent
Speed Learning 30percent

this two catergories are the most i afraid of ..
got to practise practise practise!!!

double pirouette!!!
channe (dunno howta spell)

thinking through the people around mi in the present and in the paST..I guess many of my friends has changed..
recently been not contactin my sec sch friends aha..
kinda of miss them once in a while ..

the prefectorial board..
dance crea..
3e3 4e3

lol.. how i wish i can go back time and really cherish my secondary school life aha..

!!

2006-09-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness ..

this is so inspiring
ahah

adapted from theresa's blog

A minister passing through his church
in the middle of the day,
Decided to pause by the altar
and see who had come to pray.
Just then the back door opened,
a man came down the aisle,
The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.
His shirt was kind a shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
Then rose and walked away.
In the days that followed,
each noontime came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
A lunch pail in his lap.
Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"
The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time,
For finding strength and power.
"I stay only moments, see,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kind a what I say:
"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS JIM
CHECKING IN TODAY."The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim, that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome
To come and pray just anytime.
Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks."
He hurried to the door
The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.
His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:
"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
I DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT
I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."Past noonone day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.
At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried,
But he'd given them a thrill.
The week that Jim was with them,
Brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.
The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
Not a visitor he had.
The minister stayed by his bed,
He voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.
Looking surprised, old Jim spoke
up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while
everyday at noon He's here,
a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
Leans over and says to me:
"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.
ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."

!!

2006-09-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness

i love aaron's short poetry on why we are training so hard for project o !!! =D

here it goes

around this art it revolves,
entertainment that never stops,
gliding through a whole new phase,
waving towards a different taste,
popping locking botting mannequin
pirouettes passes plies pointes
jazz hiphop breaking ballet
one day to penetrate the marketplace

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2006-08-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

God..
what a way to wake mi up from my slumberness..

never knew i am such a failure lol..

sigh ..

but what can i do ?

what lost is lostt..

having seen that mail .. my tears came rolling down lol..

got so much i wanna argue backk..

but suddenly god spoke..

khye.. when will u get out from ur stubborness and admit U R WRONGG..

my heart sank ...

i did not cherish what was given to mi .. who else to blame but myself ..

well..

so i say ..

god is the best..

no matter hwo sinful u are no matter how u sin against him...

he will just forgive u as long as u are willing to repent..

and love u and embrace u whenever u need him..

maybe its not the time for mi the have a relatinship ..

gonna concentrate on my studies .. serve god and glorify him in project o.. and

reignite the love in my family''

My covernant with uuuu jesus!!!

LOL cool!!

2006-06-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Khye!
1.Khyeolatry is the mindless worship of khye.
2.In the 1600s, tobacco was frequently prescribed to treat headaches, bad breath and khye.
3.In his entire life, khye will produce only a twelfth of a teaspoon of honey.
4.When provoked, khye will swivel the tip of his abdomen and shoot a jet of boiling chemicals at his attacker!
5.There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of khye orbiting the Earth.
6.Khye is black with white stripes, not white with black stripes.
7.Ancient Chinese artists would never paint pictures of khye.
8.Without khye, we would have to pollinate apple trees by hand.
9.Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that khye is near.
10.Khye was named after Khye the taxi driver in Frank Capra's 'It's a Wonderful Life'.

haizz

2006-06-27T14:10:00.000+08:00

i am sooooooooo out of fb nowww...

lol..

..............
dunno if i going back..

but even if i do ..

where shld i start ? ...

...

2006-06-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

the past two weeks been super uberly tired for mi..

having oschool audtions , having chalet and having church..

sort of wear mi out and stop mi from doing a lot of others important things..

and most important neglected her..

the past fews days passed by slow and tough..

our relationship was shaken and testedd..

everything went downhill..

cries of stress

cries of tiredness..

but thank god i did not let all overcome mi righ at the last minute..

i pray for god srength and wisdom in handling this relatinship ..

thank god i did not op for the rest option..

i decide to perserve push myself and start planning for the relatinship to be better..

during the bbq night

sister jol conduct zone prayer meetingg..

the prescence of god was so strong
as many as 200 people kneel down and wept before the presence of godd..

god spoke of

family brokness
heart brokeness
family love..
forvinging people whom let us down..
relatinship..
betrayal..

i was no expection

i wept and cried out to the lorddd..

till the floor got one puddle of water lol =x

i have so much pain and burden in mi that i have to let it go..
and god came
and he spoke..

have faith and lift it all up to mi..
have faith and all will be resolve..
seek mi and my kingdom will come..
seek mi and wisdom shall be bestowed upon u
seek mi and i will heal all brokennesss

it was the best encounter i ever have with god..
i feel that i was moving on to the nxt level..
and god is pushing mi up ..
giving mi his strength
giving mi his wisdom..

after the prayer meeting ..

i feel so lightt..
feel so comfortable..
longing for the prescnce of god just now ..

now..

our relationship seems to be back on pace .. i hope..

and i pray and i must ensure that this incident will nvr happen again..

and i passed oschool audtion !!!!..

praise the lord ..

oh lord thanks for everything ..

a great wonderful girlfriend..
a dance cell group..
free dance trainings by professional..
and most importantly a deeper relatinship with u oh god..

thanks for all god..

i love u and i praise u ..

in jesus name

amen

WE WON

2006-06-05T12:01:00.000+08:00

THE EMERGE TALENTINE DANCE CATERGORY CHAMPIONS ISSSSSSSs..
Drums rollssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...
JOYOUS PERFECTION!!!!!

MUAHAHAAAHA

we won yes weeeeeeeeeee won !!!!!!!!!!!
oh my when they announce team ..
all i could think in my head was ..
PRAise the lord
praise the lord lol...

thank god for all the glory we have during the whole talentime competition..
thank god for letting us to come together as one and use our talents for ur glory..
thank god for watching over us .. making our practise fruitful and giving us the strength that we need..

looking back..
joyous perfection really went through alot ..

from nothing!!!

to a champion routine !!!

wohooo..
am so proud of u guys ...

we sow with all our hearts ...
and harvest came ..

oh man i am soooooooooo happyyy...

theresa -> hey dramaqueen!!! thanks for all the comittment u have put in joyous perfection .. there is not one practise u aint dere ahah .. and thanks for managing the team and bringing us together to shine for the lord ..without you this team wouldnt be possible ...thanks for all the joy and laughter u created in our team ..
u are one friend that i nvr regret kknowwingg !!!

xiao xian --> hey lazy queen!!! ahaha .. from the start of the first training till now u have really improve a lot .. thought we been pushing u and scolding u but u must know its for ur own good k? .. see even fb people say u improve a lot ..
and stopppp being lazy ... whenever u dance with the music go all outtt..!!!..

nicole,vanessa,constance ---> hey !!!..i will really cherish the times we spent together during pracise and fellowship.. from the strangers to great teammates and friends!!!and i am not a dao person okay!!!!!!..u gers have really improve a lot ever since the first time i saw u gers... so work hard for ur dreams ..and fully utuilize the talent god has given to u .. hope to work with u all again .. maybe joyous perfection 3 in 2008!! lol..

yong zhi --> hey my great brother ... u been the main root of the team .. without u we wont have such great chreography ..thanks for all the hard work u have put in us ..
teaching us how to improve ..
and urging us to really go all ouut for our dance practise..
glad that ur hard work did not go to waste..
and learn to control ur temper yeah??..

muaahaha yesterday when mi and yong zhi was walking ..
what really make us happy ..
was not wining the champion..
but to seee the fruit of the yong's labour!!.
seeing each and every single one of the girls and nic improvement ..
is really very encouraging (sorry vocab limited cant find suitable words to express our feelings lol)..

seeing them shine on the stage for the lord..
seeing them receive good comments from people whom witness us.
seeing them getinng better and better in their dance..
seeing them teared when we were announece the winner..

were our main aims..

sooo .. from this day onwards..
another new phase of my dance life begin..
hope
this project o ..
will make me a much much much better dancer,,

praise the lord all the blessing u have given mi ..

ps .. HEY NYP AND CELLGROUPS SUPPORTORS THAKS FOR ALL THE CHEERS DURING THE WHOLE COMEPTITION .. U GUYS WERE SIMPLY GREAT ....

thanks silly piggy for coming down to support mi despite ur hectic schdeule ..
really appreciate it ..

and thanks micheele my big god sis for coming down too ..!!!
will rise up good dancers in whitley in time to come ..
promise

hmmzz

2006-05-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

borrowed my friends labtop therefore i am here using mac free wireless =D lolzz..

kk..
time to blog.

there's a chinese phrase saying zhi zai fu zhong bu zhi fu ..

i think this phrase really can critize mi lol...
(my english sucks)..

i got wonderfull cell group members around mi ..
a wonderful cell group leaders..
great dance mates..
a heavenly angel piggy...
a great god ..
and yet i am complaining how my life sucks how this sucks how tired i am this and that lol...

hmmm i think i am demanding too much in life
demanding too much from her ..

shld really lower my expectations //
renew my mind and change my view towards life..

thank god for making mi realise it ..
i hope its not too late...

thats all ...
bbyeeee...

ps.i am luving that silly pigggy more and more and more =D
i will make ur sacrifices worthwhile ..
get ready to be pampered more and more =D

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2006-05-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

ni zhong xi huan zai ren qun zhong pai hui

ni zhui hai pa gu dan de zhi wei..

ni de shen bian zhong shi yao xu duo ren pei.........

gu dan de zi weii.

sui dou yao mian dui..

dang wo gu dan hui xiang qi xue?

!!!!!

2006-05-09T05:23:00.000+08:00

LOL
stupid simon
one fish also cannot catch..........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...

but at least he's a good listener...
aAHAAAHAAA.........
later still have to work lol ..
i am going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!
looking forward to her morning call !!lol..

sleepy sleepy sleepy mi ..
but i kinda of like tis feeling lol..
no energy to think of other stuff lol !!!

i got a lot of things i wananananna bloggg..
buttttttttttt...
i dunno how to put it to words lol..........
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazy crazy crazy mi ahaha...

yay emerge finals coming soonn...
yay to tuesday..!!!
boo to later gonna receive my chreo result ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
i am sure to flunk it ........

lol why am i living such a lifeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????/
lol
YYy
YYy
YYYYYyYYYYYyYYYYY
i miss my dad
i miss my mum
i miss my family ..
i miss her .........

miss miss miss miss miss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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wrong path

2006-05-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

lol
sometimes wondering ..
am i fated to always take the diffcult path of life...
studies , love , family..

all of my friends have loads of happiness from it ..
but for mi ..
all are limited lol..

hmmz finally found someone who love mi loads lol..
but then this time i choose the wrong path again..
choose to take the difficult path lol..
all thanks to my stupid nature of stubborn attitude..
i think i am really a selfish person..
always thinking of my own feelings ..
maybe i am living in my own world for too long ...
cuz i am always alone ..
until she came into my life lol..
well i am learning ..
am i am praying for wisdom to be bless upoon mi lol..
been throught many broken relatinship..
its time to cherish this one ..
it will be hard for mi to let it go...

god
i pray that u secure this relatinship for mi..
cuz right now i am too imature ..
and pray that i will grow day by day ..

=)..

trust ..
why cant i just trust..
maybe my sense of jealousy is too high..
but..
in this relatinship
i have trying my best to put as much trust as possible from ever since the starting of the relatinship..
but just one mistake ..
destroy everything lol..
i am just plain stupid sometimes ..
lol ..
well this ends it ..
time to go fishing ...

p.s .. love you ...

stuckedd

2006-04-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

lol ... due to a heavy rain i am stuck here ..
so since there are a lot of free timee..
a lil update of my lifeee!!!

muahaha..
Dancework finals !!!..
its long oover lol .. but i still can forgot the memorable times lol..
well although we get 4th but i feel that ... its worth our effort lol..
we are a lil dissapointed .. ahaha so close yet so far lol..
but eventually we began shrug off that thought and enjoy ourself taking photos and stuff lol .. we have came a long way to be in the finals .. its certainly some thing that i wont forget for the rest of my life...
and and and thanks dear for coming to watch Q!aha.

after danceworks..
just been busy practising for my clubcrawl and emerge auditionss..
and now both are over ..
and joyous perfection got in the audtion!!lol..
life is not as busy as i used to now..
no wonder recently feel so weird lol..
feel so freee...
but this is good..
can accompany my lil silly piggy more..
ahah..
have to bu chang for that time nvr accompany her when she sick...

nxt is my bday!!!
hahah this yr i reserved it to celebrate with my dearest...
thanks everyone for remembering this day and these birthday greetinss!!
and i really had a great night..
went to eat fish and co..
the seafood platter is super delicious lol..
watch the movie that mi and her wanted to watch "Take the lead"
and i enjoyed the movie all the way till the end ..
they are really good ballroom dancerss..
and most importantly i enjoyed her companion

lol finally i am 18..
ever since i turn 16 i cant wait to turn 18..
direct entry to clubs .. can buy cigg(but now no need le lol)
18 really give u a lot more freedom to do stuff lol..

but suddenly i feel old lol..
3 more years and i am off to army..
hope i will have a sweet 18th.. with my dearest..

lol most competitive relatinship i ever had..
thank god i got a strong heart lol..
really afraid that i will lose her one day lol..

=D

thats all folk..
all ya i doing mascot show at downtown east lol..
wanna watch can msg mi for the timings and stuff lol..
bbyyreee

happiness

2006-03-23T03:31:00.000+08:00

3/23/2006

another memoriable day for mi ...

hope this love will be strong and everlasting..

love ya ...

yoooo

2006-03-19T07:20:00.000+08:00

yoo i'm back ...

well been busy this few weekks dancing ..
or rather been busy everday for dance aha

so many shows coming up for fbodz man ... and so many practises plus gin class plus dancework.. i am basically dancing every every dae !

yes i have improve ..

but still got lots of bad points for mi man ..

need to really buck up on my flexibility and grooveee...
and TECHNIQUES ..

gonna be like wilson ..

spending at least 3 hrs a day practising dance..

!!!!!!!!
happy for my juniors dat they manage to qualify for semi in the hollerback crew .... dey will be able to gain lotsa of experience ..
from competitions!!!..

my aim now is to surpass the old mi from yessterday !!!

MUAAHAH

2006-03-08T03:57:00.000+08:00

firstly

CHEERS TO RAWStiLo

wahhaha

i am very very very glad that we make it to finals for dancework..
think throught the past
how we started out
man it was really long and tough
we chreo all our moves by our self ... did all the props by our self ... think of the theme all by ourself..
we really came a long way ..
all the ups and downs ..
just a few days before we even quarrel and the morale of whole team wAS dam low ..
we really dont pin high hopes of getting into finals cuz of our weak theme
but our ex president jingwen had a talk with us .. saying "4 days left guys ...you guys can come out with a whole new set of routine in 3 wks i believe this 4 days u guys can produce something awesome"
since den we trained hard everyday..
and during the prelims .. we gave in all our best
we were so dam high . all the expression and emotions were all shown out during the routine
and the crowd went high with us man .. these non stop cheering ..
its was something very very very memorable..
thanks too all fbodz peeps seniors whu was there to support us .,..=D
we did not win anything 4 sandwhich board and the drama...
at that point of time we were quite low .. thinking we have no chance ..
den the mc announce

2ND
from nyp
RAWSTILO..

everyone of us jump and hug one another ...

and during the result for finalist on sunday

when they announce raw stilo was in ..

we jump and hug one another once again ahhaa..

but thistime ..

tears came down from some of my members
i nearly cried but i manage to control hahaha..
we were so glad that all our hardwork has been appreciated
and i can really see that each of us have really improve a lot

and i hope that we will do even better and be a blast for finals

so DANCEWORK FINALS HERE WE COME!!!!

ps: these who wanan come down support us ... u need tickets .. rmb to sms mi for the tickets =D admission is free =D

UPDATE[Fi/nally]

2006-02-16T03:05:00.000+08:00

MUAAHAHA
its been a long long time i touch this blog

where shall i start?

DANCE

well been dancing a lot recently really a lot lol

ok had my first exam at gin class

we were tested on our rythem , groove , steps and techniques..

and i manage to score a total of 37/50!!!

cheers ahaha

nxt is the hip hop hunt competition ..

my team LiL'StreeTz won 2nd place with a routine chreo by our dear miss gin ahaahh

CHEERZ! again..

well went to watch funka this yr
and this yr i watch with a another aspect
and i realise that all finalist were great except for one team which is real weird

and the most impt thing is..

DA STREETZ SOUL WON

YAY their dance moves and grooves are being recog in the hip hop community!!!
and they gotthe most creativity chreo
and gin got the best female dancer

cheeers!!!

AND recently i had my final dance exam ..
i feel that it was not my best ...
but i manage to get through it
with an average of 77/100

Dance routine - 78/100
Chreography&freestyle - 79/100
manage to get at least a 3rd in class ahahaha=x

in my bunch of dance clicks ..
i feel that i am sort of the weakest..

ben ---> he got a nature groove in him
yongzhi ---> having the flexibility and jazz foundation by ryan
david-->posses nature groove and good looks and a 16bit bounce aha.

mi---> nothing but hard work to pull throughh!!!maaahah

and recently i been training hard for dance work..

but i shan't put my hopes too high cuz our theme is not really strong

but we hope we will be recognise even though we nvr get throught

so be sure to catch RAW STILO on 25th FEB @ MARina SQUARE...

MA LifE

well been dancing too much lately that i sort of neglected my studies ..

and my exams are ard the corner already ...
gotta really study hard ..

my life for the past few weeks was pretty interesting

through gin i get to know more great street dancers

one of dem is kate

went clubbing with dem a couple of times
and they were GREAT..
FANTASTIC
TOTALLY STREET

saw dem battling and i was really i awe ...

how how how how i wish one day i can be like dem

able to freestyle ,

am versatile , and a great groove.......

LOVE

well i am not thiinking anything about that at the moment cuz i am too busy with my church stuff , work , dance and studies ...

but ..

for mi to know and for u to find out =)

well gonna study hard for now .... b4 i start dancing again !! mauaua

another new life

2005-11-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

sigh this week really experience lotsa family problems

have to move back to my brother house to stay with him

so guys i am staying at hougang noW!!!

the good thing is i can resuumeee going online everyday !!!

but the bad thing is dunno how long he will be sentence to

his nxt hearign will be on 22 nov

well back to a little update of my life

so far ... its just been plain studying and danceing and hangin out with my peepss

sbm lesson really sucks big time the lecturers are so dam boring ..

except for management the onli lesson i wont doze off .lol..

dunno how to pass for this sem .

my dancework team was progressing real good..

we plan to complete all the chreo by end of this month ..

so that have time to do props and formation..

yongzhi and mel aer such good chreographers..

very strong dancerss..

and guys i am performaing 26th at DXO CLUB @ around ESPLANADE
and 30th AT SCH ATRIUM

so must come down support mi !!!!

khYE!!!

2005-11-11T03:54:00.000+08:00

Sometime i just miss her a lot ...

i miss the love we once sharedd...

i feel so stupid feelign so devoted...

for this love will nvr come back ...

now ..

i lost all hopes in love ...
for i lost all the love around mi long time ago..

i wont venture into love ..
neither will i expect people to love mi ...

for love ..

have become so useless , redundant

and so meaningless to mi ......

my family , her ,

hurt mi too much ...

that my heart is stoned , freezed

i wont be opening my heart to anyone any more ...

for now ... dance is my true love my true passion...

arrghghg this is all just crap !! ZZZZZz

OmGG!!!

2005-11-11T03:21:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg ..

my new semester just started and i already receive 4 project ZZZZZZZZ
3 SBM 1 SIT !!!!

dam dam dam ..

for the nxt few months time is gonna be so dam packed..

i got danceworks ,,, crea ,,, and projecTS!!!!

and work!!!!!11

zzzzzzzz think i am gonna have lots of " burning midnight oill!!!"

speaking of dance works..

we are progressing rather well....

but sad to say there are people in our team slowing us down -_-"

but nevertheless we still continue progressing each meeting..

got our story line set ,, and 1.30 mins of chreography ...

our target is completing the whole chreo by mid dec ..
den can start preparing props.

danceworks is sooo troublesome..

still got two other segments to do other den dance ...

zzzzzzzzzz....

attended gin first class last wk ..

well it was sort of a warming up lesson for us ..

learn some styling , footwork ,

was really susprise that she taught us krunt on the first lessonn...

nonetheless i feel that if i continue training hard at this pace ...

i can expect some good result at the end of the dae ....

not trying to be bhb okay ... but i really trained real hard ...

and gin is a good instructor too...

and my glide is improving !!!! muahahahahahah...

life is bored without any cable or internet connection at home..

it is so unconvinent .... well have to endure this until i am 18 and sign on e myself..

haiz this will further add on to my financial load ...

sometimes i really admire my friends whom are well off...

they are able to get what they want..

from cars , shoes , clothing ,,

for mi ...

i have to work to fend for my meals , my bills , clothes, transport and even school notes....

life is really tough to handle work , studies and dance at the same time ...

and mi working part time the money is barely enought to cope with so much stuff...

sigh why my god give mi such a pathethic family...

no news of my sis , my mum

pathethic lousy father

and just an average bro with wife and kids

life sometimes just suck cuz of all this stuff /..

so guys be sure to treasure ur family ...
cuz afterall ..family love is the most heaartwarming ..

OmGG!!!

2005-11-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

2005-10-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

nows let blog again !.

been working and training hard for dance recently ...

last week i attended FBODZ CAMP.
and it ROCKS .!!!!

we got separated into groups ..
my group was great considered the highest energy group in the camp ..
played lotsa games one of dem is the amazing race..
it was reall fun and we really bond together...
i nvr slept at all for the camp..
first night mi and the guys and some girls went around the school taking lotsa phots.
nick is really a great camera man ..all the photos he took are simply beautiful!
the second day was dam tiring ..
we had dance training from 2 till 7..
gin came for warmup ..
and her fexibility was way beyond any of us including the seniors =x
she torture us with all sort of stretching!!!!
we were like half dead after the warm up..
den she taught us crump dunno how to spell dat..

and she crump dam FAST AND NICE
heard that she is skilled in salsa , hiphop and jazz..
her high level of standard is dam visible when she carry out her movess...
when she dance no one dare to go near her cuz all her movement was very forceful.
one of the best female dancers i ever witness in singapore...

when can i be like her =x...

on the 2nd night we got separated in our DANCEWORKS groups..
fbodz wanan us to go for dancework com next year ...
and we started to draw lots cuz seniors wanna everything to be fair ...

one by one the name were called.
my group consist of 8 people..
3 guys 5 girls.
my team members were very potential.
all of dem are very comitted towards dance ..
and their are some experienced dancers insider too ..!
but the hard part was we have to do everything ourself.
chreography , planning everything !!!!..
dam danceworks is just 5 months away ..
we got to work real hard!!!..

that night a bad news struck us..
in fbodz there was a male dancer who was deaf and he cant speak too..
he met with a motorcycle accident and died ...
at that point of time everyone keep quiet.
some of the girls start to sob ...
that night was rather still
everyone's faces wa so serious...

around 2am everyoen soon fall asleep
except for mi ian phoebe sherman mel
we talk till 5am
talk about him
talk about dance work.
ian share with us what he think of our dance performance during trainnig.
and he told mi my weakenss was that my movement was not complete
and need to add in more style into my current style! ah.

alright that all i can blog ...

my whole hols gonna be all dance and work!!! seems bored ehz?! -_-"
bbyeee!

EXAMS OVER

2005-09-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

woohhooo finally my exams are over already ...

AND my 7 weeks' break is awaiting ....

Discuss with my fbodz dance mates about training 3 times a week..

and dey agree without any hestitation !!!

YAY life gonna be dance dance dance again...

Watch suntec finals last week

ALL the finalist was fantastic ...

1.st trance waves<6>
2.nd sleezers
3rd unknown remix ...<6>

its a multi racial ranking! ha
street souls was good ...
technique wise dey are above the rest..
but dey lack energy until the last part..
but overall they were the best female group over there...

targerT!

2005-09-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

yozzz... my usual sentence .. it been long since i last post AGAIN!

well recently my life is all about DANCE DANCE DANCE ...

train very hard with my bunch of buddiesss H.I CREW ...

performed for teacher's day ... recevice loads of good comments and praises from people ...

BUT

too bad no videos were captured on that day -_-"

Next is the performance at nus ... thought is not that fantastic ..

but it was dam dam dam fUN!..

tooks loads of photo ...althought i appear very fugly in most of dem -_-" it sures are good memories ...

I feel i have lagged behind too much ...
what have i been doing the past 4 yearss??!!
dance for 4 years i am still a this amatuer standard -_-"

i have this class mate for 2 years
and now she is in white sonic gene team (a team under xue gao in music foresT).

last time i heard she went music forest to learn .... and now she is in gene team for suntec dance ...

and after watching the videos ...dey were great really fantastic ...

ever since i joined fbodz i realise how big the hip hop world is in singapore.

i feel so small ... so medicore.

this time is difference ... i am putting a target ...

in 1 yr time i wanan make it big ...i wanan have a share of what it feel likes to be respected in the hip hop society ....

currrently DANCE AND STUDIES MY TOP PIORITY.

something more

2005-08-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

terie wanted mi to update this...

it was a fine wednesday afternoon..

terie and siti and ka wai wanan come my hse...

stupid terie nvr inform more people..

siti last minute pang seh her..

in the end she have to take cab all the way from hougang to my hse..

nt long after i reach ... she reached..

i was like ..

wat are we gonna do..
my hse have NOTHING TO DO.!

luckily ka wai came ..
bought some gross vcd with him...

watc hwatch watch..

den terie BITE MY HAND

THANKS TERIE...

around 10+ we send terie home

the end .

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2005-08-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

oh ya forgot to add on

went sentosa with my batch of juniors on last sundae...

well it was really fun...

but in the morning stir a lot of shit .

but still it was fun...

AND TERIE

"THANKS FOR THE SAND!"

we were in the sea for around 3 - 4 hrs..
after that all our faces were like baboon butt...

after that we went bishan kfc to have our dinner

cuz i really feeling like eating kfc...

mi and sean shared the buddy meall
but obviously i ate the most ^_^

sean is so skinny.

after that ... mi ka wai terie jerome and siti stayed a till around 11+
chit chat , listening to jerome cockness , listening to ghost stories...

and mi and ka wai even have to accomapny siti and terie home cuz dey were so freaked out..

morale of the story ..

NO more GHOST STORIES 4 U GALS
!

OOOOOO

2005-08-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

omg .
it been so long since i last updated...
been busy and lazy recently ... plus cant go online often thus .. seldom update...

kk a little update of my life...

Firstly ...

I have made crea my 2nd committment
helping michelle do manage it ..
though i am not contributing much currently ..
but i am learning! and help ing out !

the juniors currently were great
fantastic ..
nvr seen such a great batch since i joined crea 3 years ago.

gonna do lots of bonding with dem from now on...

swear to make crea big one day...

Recently DanceCrea hired a instructor named jacky
he is from nus dance group
if u guys have been followin up funkamania or psc
he is one of the guys in the TEAM " Little White Riding Hood"
and he is chreaographing a dance routine for us alummni for teacher days performance.
training very xiong ..
every mon tue fri 6-11pm @ nus ..
but the routine was really worth working hard for
it is so DAM NICE.
so be sure to catch DC.ALUMMNI in action on teacher's day~~~

Last sat was the first hiphop class..
well the amount of ppl attending was actually expected ..
cuz mdm low did not quite spread the msg around..
so i hope nxt wk there will be more ppl
thus more fun

so guys whom are interested in hiphop
be sure to come down yeaH?

every saturday

9-12 @ music room !

o.OoO

2005-05-27T05:46:00.000+08:00

IT been a LONG LONG time since i last blog . well for the month of may lotsa of stuff happen .. good and bad but no matter what .. life still have to go on ...

anyway . lotsa thanks to siew and xiao ling for the cakes and treats. for my bday ^^.

Gonna start school this coming monday already . Seen the timetable luckily it ain a hectic schdule except for monday . 8am to 6pm . onli 2 hrs break in between -_-" .

Went to sentosa with my poly classmates today.. get to do lotsa of bonding and many get to know each other session . I guess my class is not bad actually .. luckily jx is on the same class with mi .

Two of my new classmates left mi a very deep impression .

One of my new friend which we call him "xiao pang". He is so DAM DAM DAM lame and funny .. when he start talking it often come with expression that make u laugh till u drop . mi and jx really bth his jokes and we just cant stop laughing ... its really nice to have such a LAME friend in the class..

Another one is a CHATTERBOX. .. dam she just cant stop talking ... during the first day of orientation .. mi and jx sat on the same table with her and ying ting .. She just talk and talk and talk .. and dunno why .. she likes to zhen dui mi man . keep asking mi to talk and i just cant think of any topic . den she start cracking cold jokes which is really dam cold =.= .....and on the way back home from sentosa ... she kept telling mi lame stuff lol .. like if she tap my right shoulder i must turn my head to the left to look at her and vice versa . ..
but if u overlook her chatterbox personality .. she is actually a nice and cute girl to get along with =P

JOKES

2005-04-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

Some jokes if u wanan spoil the mood of the audience in a movie

1.During the trailers, shout, Fast forward!Fastforward!

2. Wear a very tall hat.
3. When people come in late, say Orrrrrhhhhveryloudly.
4. During opening credits... point at a character and say loudly, "He dies at the end."
5. After every gunshot, scream "take cover!"and hit the floor.
6. Use a laser pointer and point the beam atthescreen, especially at characters private parts.
7. Go tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk loudly at every kissingscene.
8. Throw popcorn in the air and yell, "It'ssnowing!Its snowing!"
9. Clap and cheer whenever one of the goodguysgets killed.
10. Urge everyone in the cinema to start aMexican wave.
11. During love scenes, say loudly inMandarin, Ngggh! Bu yao, ma! (Dont!)
12. During horror movies, keep singing thethemeto Jaws (dum dum dum dum dum dum dumdum dum dum)
13. Sit on old people, pretending not to knowtheyare there
14. Go to an afternoon screening. Go out ofyourway to sit next to the only other person in thecinema. Smile at him/her suggestively.(Recommended: waggle your eyebrows foradded effect.)
15. Repeat all dialogue ten seconds after it'ssaidon screen.
16. Bring in durians for your movie snack.
17. Or bring in a bowl of noodle soup, andslurp itup loudly.
18. During a sensitive scene, stand up andsayloudly, I go shee-shee now, can?
19. Eat the snacks of the person sitting nexttoyou.
20. Lick the person sitting next to you.
I hope you had a good laugh. lol

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2005-04-19T02:25:00.000+08:00

Yoz YoZ.

Well life been bored this few daes lol .. hanging out with my clicks ... playing pool , billard , watching movie ,, darn spent quite a lot of money .. and i am not earning much now -_-"...have to limit my expenditure till school reopen ..

Xiaoling called mi today . Dam long nvr see her le .. ard 1 year plus ..
We chat for about 1/2 and hr .
and arrange to meet around this weekend ..
ahah see if she got grow any tal;ler?

Darn.. cassian quit the job .. so i am working a lone tomorrow .. with that sucky uniform . bOREd.

ahha just rmb .

April 1st .

lol i was listeing to carrie chhong at 98.7fm when she tried to crack an april fool joke on her listerners. so derefore i decide to think of something to trick ma friends lol . ! ahaha its kinda lame .. in the msg i wrote stuff like oh my i am so stress .. pressurise .. i really with to die aahah..
and dey all got trick! lol ... shant mention names yeah? ............and it only once a year so dont get too angry yeah? . .and thanks for u guys concern .. really appreaciate that ..

"So if you think you are lonely because you do not have a steady, look around you. You have friends and family and you "
"DO NOT need a steady to complete you. You are a complete person yourself ."

got these quotes from mich blog ..
and find it rather meaning full .

I find making friends and cherish family is more worthwhile den try to have a steady.

2005-04-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

Dont you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to beThe way you are exactly
Dont you ever say
You dont like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
Youre better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause theres nothing bout you I would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize

All the dreams you have inside
Dont be afraid
If youve got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
Youll make it through

finallyyYy!

2005-04-16T01:57:00.000+08:00

Finally! . Bought a modem and resume my online .Dammed life is bored without my cable modem -_-" . Been rotting for two weeks lolx. It's been long since i last update .

Been busy settling my Poly Enrolment stuff . Nvr knew the process of poly admission is soooooo troublesome .
Medical check , Paying of fees , and tons of form for mi to sign .

Poly gonna start around one and a 1/2 month time . Gotta Enjoy myself fully b4 den or else when school reopen i might be weight down by projects and cca and stuffs .

Nothing much has happen recently so nothing much to write . Yup that all .

2005-04-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's" Your Love Style?

...

2005-03-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right

Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

some thoughts

2005-03-22T04:09:00.000+08:00

well people whom read this gonna find mi crazy writing this in the middle of early morning @ 410 am lol .

Just some thoughts from my mind that i find it rather meaning full ... so in order not to forget it . i just wanan write it down somewhere for myself to appreciate =D.

Having seeen some of my friends
looking rather happy cheerful .. always similing always laughing .. but having to read their blog .. i thinkk like wise . they are actually hurting deep down . Trap in most famous hard to cure neverending sickness call love .

maybe i shld not describe love as a sickness.

Whats love when it cant grant u happiness .
Whats love if its not eternal and everlasting.
Whats love if it can be found den lost den found again den lost again .

most imptly .
Whats love @ this age?

Having gone through like almost 5 broken relatinship . I find that its a bit meaningless to find true love @ teenage years . . excuses like ." exams coming . i am not gonna endulge in relatinship" ." sorry but i dont love u anymore " . or just no reason i just wanan break with u .

aint it a lil stupid ? .
if that is so why brother to start? .

in this realtiy .. counting every minutes . how many dozen millions of people are being hurt by this so call love .

is that a sin created by adam and eve and that forbidden Fruit.?..

So derefore ..
before u wanan endulge in a relatinship .

ask urself .
it is worth the effort?
will the pain at the end be great?.
if i can take it up can i let it go ?
do i really love him \ her ?

relatinship is all about finding the right parthner .. making the right choices. doing the right thing .

but who dont commit mistakes ?

well in the end it all about how great ur skill in letting it go .
relieveing and cure the pain of a broken relatinship .

if u're good @ handling these obstacles .
love to u is just plainly happiness..
keeping only the sweet memories ....

2005-03-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

i think there is some misunderstanding between us if what she wrote in her blog refer to mi .
really wanan clear this up fast .
kindly give mi a msg telling mi what happening if u see this thanks .

2005-03-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian
xiang nian ruo ying nuo quan
qu nian de dong tian
wo men xiao de hen tian

kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian
ni yi zhou de hen yuan

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo
ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
wo zhi dao shi zhi ji cuo guo
qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo

jiu shuan shi wo bu dong
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou
shi ni shou shang de jie kou

qing ni hui tou
wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou

jiu shuan mei you jie guo
wo ye neng gou cheng shou
wo zhi dao ni de tong shi wo gei de cheng mo
ni shuo gei guo wo cong rong
cheng mo shi ying wei bao rong

ru guo yao zhou
qing ni ji de wo

(Second Time)
ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le wo

This is really a nicce song by jay lol.
Everytime i went WoW . i will nvr faill to sing this song .
Its so dam nice and it suit my feelings now.
Express my feelings for one gal that i love very much.

Sigh later have to go work already .
Nightshift job is pretty tired -_-"

I really dont have the courage to start all over again.
Dear god. Please show mi the way .
i am at lost

---- Nanyang Poly-----------

2005-03-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

Nanyang Poly .

here i come ^^

Business informatics

.....

2005-03-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

Maybe its time to let go .

With her terms .. she is able to find more better guys out there .. why wld she wanna stick with mi again ....

sigh ..

Dramatic Experience

2005-03-02T07:07:00.000+08:00

Gosh . Just reach home after a dramatic experience.

Truth always come out from a drunkard's mouth.

Mi cassian jixuan wenyang gerard jotham was slacking at a coffee shop at around yishun then we decide to go over gel house to drink his absolute vodka..We decided to play around . like getting ourself drunk to force our sorrows out .Mi and cassian were to first to go . Cassian was drunk after 2 to 3 shots of vodka lol and he was like getting people to spar with him so that he could be awake wow nvr knew his punches was so great . and he keep telling mi see now how powerful my punches is in a drunk state .and suprisingly he was a bit so call "love sick" . We called up his gal and he was like keep saying . go to nanyang with mi go to nanyang with mi on the phone and mention some other guy name .I was the nxt to go .. Gluping down 10 shots of vodka . Woohoo .Heart pumped faster and faster was thinking that "dam history is gonna happen again" and nxt i did not know what was happening already ..They told mi that i keep calling up a gal name and keep saying sorry . and wenyang actually call that gal up .-_-" . Its the 2nd time i embarassed myself . After some vomitting . I manage to gain conscienous (dunno how to spell). I woke up finding wy Drunk lol . He actually fall into the pool 3 times ahahah.. and he keep saying things like "I am a chicken " .. "where is my arms ! " mi gel jotham and jx keep on constantly laughing at his jokes lol. After that mi and jixuan send cassian home cause he cannot tahan his headache . on the way back got stuck in a road block -_-" . the police took down our ic .. hope nothing happen again .When we went back . jotham was down . He too keep callimg up his gal's name . they called around 49 times but the gal did not pick up .. sigh .Jx and gel were suppose to be sober so they both can take care of things . Congrats to gel for being attached to a gal that night . When jotham was finally awake . We proceed to prata house to have our breakfast. Jotham was still a bit drunk lol. We toook pains to wake him up . After sending him home . i took a bus reached home . bath . and now i am here blogging.

Conclusion : all of our sorrows were love sick -_-" lol

After hearing what yang said . i was in a state of confusion . Is it time to put words into action ? But how to get back the confidence and courage to do try to woo her back and start over again .

Arggh . having a serious headache now .think will catch some sleep .. later still have to accompany jotham go back school .

I . Love . You

Conclusion :

darn

2005-02-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

Its 145am now ..if i am not wrong ... arrghh i still cant get to sleep.In just a couple of hours time either doom or relieve will be knocking on my door . Olevel Result ... Darn ..... Rumours and news report saying that student whom receive that teacher seminar letter will be getting an average 17 for their l1r5 .. i got it and why am i still worrying about it ..sigh just dont wanan trust that rumour or that news or whatever u call it ..

Finally have my com up and ready today . Spent 400 to have my com repaired and upgraded. Met with some stupid problems with my gcard a while ago .. and it was to stupid that the problem was that the gcard was not properly inserted into the pci slot. Come to think of it , my cpu cover actually looks quite ugly -_-"

Recently i discovered new and interesting stuff during work @ 3monkey . After work mi and chris happen to be siting down with two so call "sexually controversial" person and having ard 1hr plus chat with dem . We talk about issue as in why they decided to be "sexually controversial" and how to change from a male sex to a female sex .People whom are "sexually controversial" normally think that either dey are a woman's soul trap in a man's body or a man's soul trap in a womans body .. The two person i had met happen to be woman's soul trap in a man's body.The process of changing sex from male to female is pretty gross .. they have to have their "little brother remove " stuff some rubber tubes into that hole .which link to that silicon breast den pump homornes into the body . The two "ah guas" had really pretty prefect body . nice face . many girls whom seen it will be jealous of them . Afther that long chat , they happen to offer us some "service" but we turned it down .. afraid of getting some disease and it's kinda gross anyway .

My work place @ 3monkey is kinda a dirty place at night .. because the whole orchard tower was filled with so call dirty caucausian , thai women and ah guas , phil woman , indo woman , many were skimpy dresss . All were from these pubs like naught girl , top10 , queen so on and so forth. It's kinda gross and tiring watching all these everynight from 8pm to 5am . So ma friends out there if u have the time please do come and find mi yeah?. 3monkey @ orchard tower

Well .. enough of all my noscence think i betta find something to munch on . and not to worry about my result . BbYE

2005-02-27T12:03:00.000+08:00

WooHOO finally upgrade my com
song song song
can online already.....!!!!!!
a little update of myl life recently ......
think been changed upside down..
sleeping in the day
working in the night ......
at 3monkey cafe located at orchard tower..
you kong come find mi !

o.O

2005-02-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

sian ... now @ wenyang house...
my com has been down for a quite a number of days liao
sigh so sian
nowadays been busy working ,,
finally can take a break..
but den tuesday gonna start work again .. some night market thing ..with wy cas dey all

my com was down so derefore cant blog that day
26\1
happy bday to u! =)

.............................

lol valentine day is approaching ..
-----------
another year another day alone lo..
lol .,..
maybe not ..
maybe spent with my bacherlors guys ahaha./
dey also busy finding parthners for vday lol..
...
that's all ba ...
nite

2005-01-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sigh ..... i miss her and yet she missing another guy ...
lol darn why am i still thinking of this -_-"
i think i shld not read her blog anymore ...invading her privacy =den easier to foget her forget this relatinship ...forget this feeling.
-hehhe luckily she dunno this blog .... or else cham =\ ....

-----------------------------
sian sia .... yang cas jotham eug all leave lux .. now left mi alone ...
have to work till 10 of feb den can get the one month pay sia .......
plus feb2 onwards i have to work two jobs.
1230 to 10 lux . 4am to 11am night market....
good sian work for 5 days at the night market can earn 400 dolalr ....
so derefore .. for the sake of money i got no choice but to work
and after i get all my pay ard 1000++.
WOHHHOOOO time for enjoyment already ....
take a break till result ....
GO BACK DANCE.
and go for hiphop lesson ...
can continue my interest again ...
darn darn feb 10 FASTER COME P:LSSSSS!!! =D

2005-01-22T05:23:00.000+08:00

Ever since u said it was all over..
my life has been living hell....
all alone i have been ....
surviving enduring it all ....
throughout this torturing process ....
my true self .. my confidence....my smile .. my courage ... my heart was all lost ....
everything just shattered....
when u said these words..
u did not care about my feelings ..
u just did what u deem fit .....

dreams of u day and night ...
dreams so true and real.....
dreams that i always wanaa ..
dreams that always don come true.
dreams of holding u tight ..
dreams of us being so in love

everything was suddenly gone ..
when my eyes start to open ....
i tell myself ..
everything was over ....
what can i do ..
but to suffer in slience ..
no one knows how i feel ...
no one knows.......

woo

2005-01-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

wooohooo..
my com back up again....
dunno some shit graphic card problem..

sigh
dunno why
when i open my browser..
i type out her blog address..
den ..pressed enter...
den ta da ... i was inside...

saw this poem ..
thinking that it was meaning full..

guess .. she been hurt again by some other guy ...

'EH
WTH
why am i still thiinking about her ....

-------------WORK ---------------WORK ---------------WORK------------------WORK

yup all i am thinking now is work work and work..
no relatinship .. no nuttin..
i no need one ..
just another burDEN....
MUST MAKE LOTS AND LOTS MONEY....
oh ya ..
just some update..
life in lux ..
was well ... okay ..
my teammates was ultra super friendly .. i think best team in warriors divison....
most of dem was in their 20s and 30s .. but we still get along well..
yesterday due to our good performance .... we went to marina south .. and had STEAMBOAT !! YUMMY..
we eat and tok cock all night long ..
man it was fun ...
nvr exp that since a long time ....

I MISS DANCE
I MISS CREA
I MISS THE PPL IN CREA =<

I NEEDA A BREAKKKKK!!!!
lolz

pathetic

2005-01-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

SIGH..

Regretted working in jdl for the past one month ...
earn so dam little .....
still have that darn fine to pay ...
zzzzz .......BARELY enough to last mi till end of this month .. when i get my pay at lux man ...
sigh ....

i am so unlucky ....
born in a pathetic family ..
with a pathetic father ....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

sigh have to withdraw from the chingay performance ....
it is always my dream to perform ... my interest mmy hobby to dance on stage ...
and chingay such a great oppoturnity .. performing to almost 300 000 ppl ....
i guess i have to skip that this time ....cuz if i dont work ...
where the hell i gonna find money from ....
and part time aint enough to pay my daily expenses ....
wont wanna bother my brother and my sister to give mi allowance ....
i believe dey are coping very hard financially themselves..
haiz ....

althought lux the environtment is good ..
but i can see the journy in it .. gonna be tough .... real tough ....
but for the sake of money ///
i guess i have no choice ...
but to take on this challenge ....
and survive in it ..

dunno how am i gonna pay for my poly education fees ...
maybe i will stay in lux 4ever ?....
sigh ...

my life just so pathetic .....
but sitll life have to go on ...
have to force myself to think postitively ...
in order to pass through this ordeal ....

have to cut down on my expenses by a lot now ... till end of the month ...
SIGH....

I WANNA PERFORM =<.....
.

last dae

2005-01-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

woohoo .. today finally my last day of training at LuX ...... not that shampoo company ... different pronouncation ..!
tmr finally going for attachment lo ...... out on field ...... song sia ...... another new challlenge awaits mi ...... i just love challenges ^^

..

2005-01-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

sigh .... dunno why i still unable to sleep ... it is already 3am .....

sigh tmr still have to go over lux for training ... alone -_-"

working class sucks sia ........ so sianz......

but den .. if u ask mi to stay @ home .. i will go crazy ...

so .. working is still quite alright ahaha ...

----------------------------------------------------

it been .. 3 months now i guess ....
i...
nvm .....
=D

o.O

2005-01-09T05:14:00.001+08:00

Let's see .. what happen today ...

Woke up ard 12+ den went to meet hao tan and roy at dobby ghaut ....
went meridian to played pooll .. not long after allan join us ..... after playing we went to ps to have our lunch .. kcf .. these 3 guys eat a lot sia 3 pic meal each .... nowadays i keep no appetitie ... eat very little ..... that why i grw thinner aha .....after eating we went to play arcade .. actually wanan watch seed of chucky .. but was fully book for the first 2 session -_-" .... we don wanna wait ... so derefore .. went to mac ... discuss our team name ... den went home and had our trainings...

sigh ... father found out that i actually smoke ....
guess i get to quit ....
dunno why i pick up that bad habit in the firs t place either ..
now end up with 200 fine + maybe 100 of counselling ....
how am i gonna pay sia ..

still got so long before getting my pay ..
and i am like dam broke now ? ....
-_-"

sometimes i just get to envy handsome guys like ws and jx ....
gals jsut come knocking at their door ? lol ....
nahz ..
foolish thoughs ....
gotta end here ..
time to slp z.
nitez.

Not Ready for Goodbye

2005-01-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

Sittin’ here starin’ at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I’m tryin’ to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all

‘Cause it’s breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I don’t see me anymore
Oh, and you’re all I’m living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
‘Cause I’m not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me I’m crazy, I got it all wrong
I don’t know what I’m gonna do
I don’t know how to live without you

You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world

Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart
You know it’s all for you
I wanna hold you, I wanna love you
Forever and always

-_-"

2005-01-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

ok let mi post a nicer version of today ...

today actually wanna go for my last day at jdl ..but yesterday tok to sharon till 4+ ... and did not realise my phone was set to slient mode ..... woke up at 12 to see 10 miss call and 14 sms -_-" ....... den geraldine msg mi .. ask mi whether i wanan go for a job interview .. seeling some car gadget thingy ....

met at 3 .. went for interview ..... the office is located at such a ulu place sia ... so old fashioned .... den we reach dere abt 3 ... onli to find 3 ppl waitingf outside ....... inside the office no one ....... i tot we got cheated sia .. den i ask geraldine to call up that guy or whomever he is .....den he said 20 mins later ...... den mi and geraldinehad no choice but to went down for a walk .... and the weather was hot -_-" ....after 10 mins of waiting the guy came ... we filled up some forms .. den started the interview ..... this time mi and geraldine got interviewed together ..the question he ask was rather stupid .... and later tell us we are gonna selll some hands free gadget for drivers.... the pay was good ... the wrking hours was considered short ...and the place is just carpark ..so derefore ... i see if geraldine wanan take up the job ..... if she do .. den i take ..... but too bad her mum don allow ..... so derefore .... i am not going to work dere too ....maybe going over to lux ... sigh outdoor sale again .. but den no choice ba .... that stupid fine make mi need to go work .....

pppp

2005-01-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

arrghh the unluckyiest day i ever had ......

went to orchard .. go out somoke with yt .. den throw cig butt on the floorr ..
den very very unfortinately. . we got caught by moh ....
fine 200 dollar + counselling ...... ARRGGHHH

fuck jdl sia .. fuck it knn ..

lonely new year again ....

sigh

2005-01-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

oooo.it been a long time since i blogged .....
quitting jdl tomorrow ... tomorrow will be my last day ... cause cannot full time liao .. cuz the chingay performance to catch up with ..and not much time left ..... maybe go over yang dere work part time .. just earn some cash ..

today .. after a month .. i went back sch again ..... saw her again ... ... nvm .... went back to see these cheerleaders ... hmmz onli ard 5 performiing for orientation ... and very last minute preparation .. hope dey will do well ......

after that .. went with hao tan to tpy .. meet up with allan and play pool 4 awhile .... den went to orchard meet up with tim and jx ... went to eat .. procceed on to kpool ....

sigh tmorrow leaving jdl soon .... cant bear to leave my family dere